brian21574
Virgin
- Joined
- Jun 17, 2009
- Posts
- 4
seeking a dominant creative female Owner/Mistress/ Goddess/ who is
interested in me as a person for friendship(if, when permitted that
freedom)with access to all of me, mind, body, experiences, thoughts,
emotions, etc. Journals, Voice or desired sound recordings, pics,
videos, live sessions, an acrobat file(s) Owner's Manual of stats,
progress, physical measurements and images, characteristics,
assignments, behaviors, improvement, etc.
Complete control and access to Ownership to an even greater degree than
the former owner(slave) . And the new owner's hold and possession over
new slave can spread to more powerful depths, like a permanent tattoo
on the soul. Limitless Exploration without boundaries or walls to block
or conceal anything from view, naked and vulnerable, inside and out.
Infinite Questions and examinations with my sworn openness, honesty, and
cooperation to satisfy all inquiries, demands, or assigned specific
topics recorded, collected, and organized into complete Owner's
reference, A comprehensive collection of everything that is me that is
learned, extracted, unlocked, discovered to be made an open book to peer
through, study, and use for more efficient methods of control and as a
means of stripping away even the most uncomfortable of thoughts,
feelings, experiences, dark and deepest personal lows, fears,
weaknesses, perceptions of self, anxieties, confessions,
vulnerabilities, guilty pleasures, fantasies, my complete history,
experiences, experimenting, and everything about me sexually, learning
all there is to know about controlling and manipulating sexual pleasure
from uncontrollable urges... to destroying arousal, to denying even the
slightest hint of pleasure during release, learning how to control
arousal or shrinkage on command at any time under any conditions or
circumstance. .. favorable or extreme in nature, experimenting with
methods and techniques to force ejaculation after creating a desired
intense situation, uncomfortable atmosphere, emotional state, a feeling
of humiliation and vulnerability, made to stay in an uncomfortable
position, applying discomfort to sensitive areas of the body, ice,
clothespins, ties, gags, etc. after punishments, spankings, caning, etc.
Creating unique situations to make arousal and sexual pleasure
impossible, and taking total of control of everything including every
single sensation while commanding every move, touch, stroke, etc. as
instructed. Conditioning acceptance of all emotions that are intended to
be felt, creating intense states of vulnerability. Forced to be
uncomfortable and to feel total loss of control helps Break the dams
that hold back the free flow rush of emotions. There will be no
unnecessary feelings like shame, embarrassment, weirdness, guilt,
repressed emotions, dignity, pride, male ego and self consciousness
thoughts. By compliance or force all walls will be torn down and there
will be no situations, experiences, or conditions hidden from view.
Sound files can be used to capture precious moments, the intensity of
experiences, the sounds of desired levels of specific emotions that
could be controlled, heightened, or finely tuned by different
predetermined conditions along with specific methods aided by available
tools, etc. Sounds of hardest whacks of the perfect ass spanking. 5
minutes of the best sincere begging, which could be improved on and then
compared to different situations designed to capture on your knees,
begging like your life depends on it. Begging for release. Begging
convincingly with feeling for something you dislike, that is degrading,
or humiliating capturing your willingness not just to do what's expected
but also to change feelings and attitudes, to love and experience
whatever is expected of me. Another distinct sound no male wants to be
heard making is whimpering. Capturing the signature whimpering sounds of
someone - is to hear the sounds of a mild violation, the sounds of
discomfort, and sounds of desperation when denied orgasm and being under
the spell of uncontrollable urges.
So if whimpering is associated with a violation and is a forced sound...
Being Forced to Cry or Sob uncontrollably is the recording of complete
demoralization and destruction of one's will and spirit. The complete
surrender at the feet of another. Capturing the quintessential sobs of
defeat depend on what is deemed an acceptable breaking point to achieve
the conditions and totality of surrender. Recording quality sobbing,
admission of what took place, begging and pleading, stating on the
record of who is superior, tougher, more of a man, and some words to
show a complete understanding of what being owned now has even more
meaning. But maybe the desired goal is to break willpower to the point
where there is eagerness to do whatever instructed without any
resistance left to protest. A long list of creative and demoralizing,
degrading Humiliations to perform in order to demonstrate total
surrender to any imaginable tasks, acts, displays, and unthinkable lower
levels of self respect. And after each item is completed it is to be
recorded... what was done, how it felt, the level of humiliation, and
that whatever is instructed is enjoyable and feels good.
Sounds of a more intimate and personal nature can be recorded to
identify levels of excitement, sensation, topics and type of sexy talk
which could be used to bring about an erection to tease, encourage, or
at times when inappropriate to embarrass. Different states of excitement
could be studied to figure out how to use strong sexual urges to control
behaviors related and unrelated, for reward and punishment purposes, or
to bring about uncontrollable sexual energy, tension, and frustration
which will create a more willing subject.
All sounds and topics of a sexual nature could be captured and added to
my profile. How I moan while in ecstasy, to what sounds can be made by
experimentation and adjustments, to how to force me into states of
arousal with limited touching for talking about any sexual thought that
comes to mind, or giving detailed history of every sexual experience,
role playing, specified subjects to talk about, or the goal being to
give all information about my whole sexual makeup so I could be worked
like a puppet on strings. To drive me to my knees and make it a
requirement to beg for release from the pressure building inside me..
and to make begging a routine so it acts as a conditioning tool to
acclimate me to get on my knees and beg more intensely, in more
degrading and humiliating ways till I'll say anything, do anything, beg
for anything you'll permit, and no matter what I do there are no
guarantees of release, and just because you permit some touching or give
the appearance of things building toward orgasm doesn't mean I won't be
told to stop just at the edge where I am at your mercy. Where I can be
directed to beg for anything you suggest would earn a reward or that
would show just how much it's worth, what I could I be made to offer?
sensitive subjects and experiences, documentation of every sensitive
area of my body pleasure, pain, sexual stimulation areas, positions
which cause the strongest orgasms, vulnerable areas, what makes me
blush, embarrassed, what makes me cry, how to manipulate emotions,
etc.All that is learned and known belongs to Mistress for her use.
Audio files can be made very small even up to 30 minutes.
A duration of time to be used to the fullest. 5 10 15 20 25 30
A topic or subject to talk openly about
A List of specific questions to answer in great detail
For detecting which topics are uncomfortable, difficult, embarrassing,
and sensitive... by listening for nervousness, hesitation, and changes
in speech and tone to determine areas which can be used for
psychological and emotional control and influence.
To collect sounds of all experiences and situations of varying degrees
which document every feeling, response, excitement, etc. Including all
sounds which can be made by force, torture, manipulation, etc. And to
collect more intense, powerful, emotional, Ex. capture the most intense
sexual experience, using extreme force in any way necessary for as long
as it takes to force you to beg for mercy like your ass is on fire.
Whimpers, Cries, Torture sounds, Spankings, Thumb sucking, etc.
To provide details of assignments, punishments, sessions, etc. Step by
step analysis, feelings, thoughts, experiences, etc. for listening
pleasure on the computer or on an i pod.
Begging for mercy, forgiveness, or permission, confessions,
or worship. As well as hearing my spoken consent or agreement to
arranged terms, my confirmed understanding of a situation, and to
present a session, scenario, task, that might be difficult for Mistress
to fully explore, exploit, experiment, train, discipline, use the force
necessary, and whatever means to get desired results and which makes the
experience most effective, productive, and fulfilling in every way by
requesting consent given and with full certainty that if no objections
are raised, it is understood that results will be achieved by any
extremes necessary.
Share something about yourself that no one else knows that you don't
anyone to know
Images can be created to capture every inch of me, from every angle,
leaving nothing to the imagination, concealing nothing from the most
thorough inspection. These pictures could Include dimensions
measurements, sensitive areas, vulnerabilities, areas of sexual
stimulation and indicating the most stimulating area to the least
stimulating. Honest self assessment of your best features to least and
what you could improve, Images and measurements of arousal and while
flaccid, images of all positions and poses, listing comfort, position
that orgasm is strongest, position that you feel most vulnerable in, a
comprehensive physical profile that can include every possible detail.
Images can can be taken during sessions, assignments, or experiments to
document the degree of an activity. ex. Image of a desired shade of red
to document a thorough spanking, etc.
Images can be of any nature, symbolism, or paint the perfect scenes that
are achievements in humiliation, vulnerability, extreme content, and
which are displays of me in the most extreme poses and scenes that you
can think of which are intended to make me feel as extremely
uncomfortable in every possible fiber of my being. Your collection won't
be complete until you capture me in every act, simulation, fetish, or
violation. You have seen me in ways that no one else will ever get a
glimpse and your collection is just one monument to the places you have
taken me to.
(Images are for my owners viewing pleasure. Any nudity, sexual acts,
etc. are to have my face concealed or barred out. Same goes for movies.
Only my owner will see my face. Until establish trust. And the same
applies to movies)
Videos can be short clips of specific tasks, a list of instructions to
follow or perform in a specified manner, angle, etc. that you determine.
So these are the possibilities that can be make for a unique experience.
The only limits will be those I provide.
interested in me as a person for friendship(if, when permitted that
freedom)with access to all of me, mind, body, experiences, thoughts,
emotions, etc. Journals, Voice or desired sound recordings, pics,
videos, live sessions, an acrobat file(s) Owner's Manual of stats,
progress, physical measurements and images, characteristics,
assignments, behaviors, improvement, etc.
Complete control and access to Ownership to an even greater degree than
the former owner(slave) . And the new owner's hold and possession over
new slave can spread to more powerful depths, like a permanent tattoo
on the soul. Limitless Exploration without boundaries or walls to block
or conceal anything from view, naked and vulnerable, inside and out.
Infinite Questions and examinations with my sworn openness, honesty, and
cooperation to satisfy all inquiries, demands, or assigned specific
topics recorded, collected, and organized into complete Owner's
reference, A comprehensive collection of everything that is me that is
learned, extracted, unlocked, discovered to be made an open book to peer
through, study, and use for more efficient methods of control and as a
means of stripping away even the most uncomfortable of thoughts,
feelings, experiences, dark and deepest personal lows, fears,
weaknesses, perceptions of self, anxieties, confessions,
vulnerabilities, guilty pleasures, fantasies, my complete history,
experiences, experimenting, and everything about me sexually, learning
all there is to know about controlling and manipulating sexual pleasure
from uncontrollable urges... to destroying arousal, to denying even the
slightest hint of pleasure during release, learning how to control
arousal or shrinkage on command at any time under any conditions or
circumstance. .. favorable or extreme in nature, experimenting with
methods and techniques to force ejaculation after creating a desired
intense situation, uncomfortable atmosphere, emotional state, a feeling
of humiliation and vulnerability, made to stay in an uncomfortable
position, applying discomfort to sensitive areas of the body, ice,
clothespins, ties, gags, etc. after punishments, spankings, caning, etc.
Creating unique situations to make arousal and sexual pleasure
impossible, and taking total of control of everything including every
single sensation while commanding every move, touch, stroke, etc. as
instructed. Conditioning acceptance of all emotions that are intended to
be felt, creating intense states of vulnerability. Forced to be
uncomfortable and to feel total loss of control helps Break the dams
that hold back the free flow rush of emotions. There will be no
unnecessary feelings like shame, embarrassment, weirdness, guilt,
repressed emotions, dignity, pride, male ego and self consciousness
thoughts. By compliance or force all walls will be torn down and there
will be no situations, experiences, or conditions hidden from view.
Sound files can be used to capture precious moments, the intensity of
experiences, the sounds of desired levels of specific emotions that
could be controlled, heightened, or finely tuned by different
predetermined conditions along with specific methods aided by available
tools, etc. Sounds of hardest whacks of the perfect ass spanking. 5
minutes of the best sincere begging, which could be improved on and then
compared to different situations designed to capture on your knees,
begging like your life depends on it. Begging for release. Begging
convincingly with feeling for something you dislike, that is degrading,
or humiliating capturing your willingness not just to do what's expected
but also to change feelings and attitudes, to love and experience
whatever is expected of me. Another distinct sound no male wants to be
heard making is whimpering. Capturing the signature whimpering sounds of
someone - is to hear the sounds of a mild violation, the sounds of
discomfort, and sounds of desperation when denied orgasm and being under
the spell of uncontrollable urges.
So if whimpering is associated with a violation and is a forced sound...
Being Forced to Cry or Sob uncontrollably is the recording of complete
demoralization and destruction of one's will and spirit. The complete
surrender at the feet of another. Capturing the quintessential sobs of
defeat depend on what is deemed an acceptable breaking point to achieve
the conditions and totality of surrender. Recording quality sobbing,
admission of what took place, begging and pleading, stating on the
record of who is superior, tougher, more of a man, and some words to
show a complete understanding of what being owned now has even more
meaning. But maybe the desired goal is to break willpower to the point
where there is eagerness to do whatever instructed without any
resistance left to protest. A long list of creative and demoralizing,
degrading Humiliations to perform in order to demonstrate total
surrender to any imaginable tasks, acts, displays, and unthinkable lower
levels of self respect. And after each item is completed it is to be
recorded... what was done, how it felt, the level of humiliation, and
that whatever is instructed is enjoyable and feels good.
Sounds of a more intimate and personal nature can be recorded to
identify levels of excitement, sensation, topics and type of sexy talk
which could be used to bring about an erection to tease, encourage, or
at times when inappropriate to embarrass. Different states of excitement
could be studied to figure out how to use strong sexual urges to control
behaviors related and unrelated, for reward and punishment purposes, or
to bring about uncontrollable sexual energy, tension, and frustration
which will create a more willing subject.
All sounds and topics of a sexual nature could be captured and added to
my profile. How I moan while in ecstasy, to what sounds can be made by
experimentation and adjustments, to how to force me into states of
arousal with limited touching for talking about any sexual thought that
comes to mind, or giving detailed history of every sexual experience,
role playing, specified subjects to talk about, or the goal being to
give all information about my whole sexual makeup so I could be worked
like a puppet on strings. To drive me to my knees and make it a
requirement to beg for release from the pressure building inside me..
and to make begging a routine so it acts as a conditioning tool to
acclimate me to get on my knees and beg more intensely, in more
degrading and humiliating ways till I'll say anything, do anything, beg
for anything you'll permit, and no matter what I do there are no
guarantees of release, and just because you permit some touching or give
the appearance of things building toward orgasm doesn't mean I won't be
told to stop just at the edge where I am at your mercy. Where I can be
directed to beg for anything you suggest would earn a reward or that
would show just how much it's worth, what I could I be made to offer?
sensitive subjects and experiences, documentation of every sensitive
area of my body pleasure, pain, sexual stimulation areas, positions
which cause the strongest orgasms, vulnerable areas, what makes me
blush, embarrassed, what makes me cry, how to manipulate emotions,
etc.All that is learned and known belongs to Mistress for her use.
Audio files can be made very small even up to 30 minutes.
A duration of time to be used to the fullest. 5 10 15 20 25 30
A topic or subject to talk openly about
A List of specific questions to answer in great detail
For detecting which topics are uncomfortable, difficult, embarrassing,
and sensitive... by listening for nervousness, hesitation, and changes
in speech and tone to determine areas which can be used for
psychological and emotional control and influence.
To collect sounds of all experiences and situations of varying degrees
which document every feeling, response, excitement, etc. Including all
sounds which can be made by force, torture, manipulation, etc. And to
collect more intense, powerful, emotional, Ex. capture the most intense
sexual experience, using extreme force in any way necessary for as long
as it takes to force you to beg for mercy like your ass is on fire.
Whimpers, Cries, Torture sounds, Spankings, Thumb sucking, etc.
To provide details of assignments, punishments, sessions, etc. Step by
step analysis, feelings, thoughts, experiences, etc. for listening
pleasure on the computer or on an i pod.
Begging for mercy, forgiveness, or permission, confessions,
or worship. As well as hearing my spoken consent or agreement to
arranged terms, my confirmed understanding of a situation, and to
present a session, scenario, task, that might be difficult for Mistress
to fully explore, exploit, experiment, train, discipline, use the force
necessary, and whatever means to get desired results and which makes the
experience most effective, productive, and fulfilling in every way by
requesting consent given and with full certainty that if no objections
are raised, it is understood that results will be achieved by any
extremes necessary.
Share something about yourself that no one else knows that you don't
anyone to know
Images can be created to capture every inch of me, from every angle,
leaving nothing to the imagination, concealing nothing from the most
thorough inspection. These pictures could Include dimensions
measurements, sensitive areas, vulnerabilities, areas of sexual
stimulation and indicating the most stimulating area to the least
stimulating. Honest self assessment of your best features to least and
what you could improve, Images and measurements of arousal and while
flaccid, images of all positions and poses, listing comfort, position
that orgasm is strongest, position that you feel most vulnerable in, a
comprehensive physical profile that can include every possible detail.
Images can can be taken during sessions, assignments, or experiments to
document the degree of an activity. ex. Image of a desired shade of red
to document a thorough spanking, etc.
Images can be of any nature, symbolism, or paint the perfect scenes that
are achievements in humiliation, vulnerability, extreme content, and
which are displays of me in the most extreme poses and scenes that you
can think of which are intended to make me feel as extremely
uncomfortable in every possible fiber of my being. Your collection won't
be complete until you capture me in every act, simulation, fetish, or
violation. You have seen me in ways that no one else will ever get a
glimpse and your collection is just one monument to the places you have
taken me to.
(Images are for my owners viewing pleasure. Any nudity, sexual acts,
etc. are to have my face concealed or barred out. Same goes for movies.
Only my owner will see my face. Until establish trust. And the same
applies to movies)
Videos can be short clips of specific tasks, a list of instructions to
follow or perform in a specified manner, angle, etc. that you determine.
So these are the possibilities that can be make for a unique experience.
The only limits will be those I provide.
