Been looking for a FWB for a while and finally found one in here, in my town no less, then she started catching feelings so in return I did as well, then she turned my feelings down because she's so jaded and afraid of being hurt, and because I'm married, unhappily, but then we got back together I were up and down for a while and my feelings grew stronger for her and told her I needed more, and she said she would try under conditions that I would leave (a decision I had already made prior to meeting her) I did leave, and then she turned me down again, which with no family support and not having her I went back to the marriage to save face and for my kids, now I'm fucking miserable with the wife and without the woman I really want, who wont even return my messages now or even speak to me through various social media, I'm hurt, I'm lonely, and I want my blubella back, I fucking miss you L, If any ladies are reading this and are lonely and are in the NC area message me or just leave a kind word if you're not, I'm on yahoo as jtides64 and twitter as bigjames555, I need someone to help me forget this woman that damn near broke me in half..........please help