Lady_Mornington
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"Blessed Virgin..."
Eugénie, Comtesse de Chantonnay, was kneeling on the hard wooden floor of her chamber. Her eyes fixed to the Crucifix on the wall, praying with a fervour that would have surprised anyone who wasn't acquainted with the young woman prostrate on the floor.
For Eugénie was first and foremost a devout Catholic, her love of the Blessed Virgin pure and undiluted, and the one fixed point in her life. The prayers she uttered now went out to her country. France had been harried by civil unrest, and it seemed to Eugénie that the events had reached the crux. His Majesty had had to convene the Estates General. Her brother, François, had gone to Versaille, seeing as he was the head of the de Chantonnay family on the deaths of their father and older brother Charles.
"Forgive my..."
She didn't hate François nor her sister Juliette, yet the sin they had brought into the house almost made her physically sick. Once the Chateau de Chantonnay had been filled with happiness, but it had all changed now. François was not, she decided, a good man. He had left the Seminar, and he had expressively forbidden her to join the Carmelite Sisters. Eugénie felt tears burning in the corners of her eyes as she recalled the argument. François would not tolerate that she devoted her life to Christ. God did not exist, he claimed. The words having felt like knifes driving into her body. She had tried to stand her ground but to no avail. François would never allow her to become a nun.
"Give me strenght to love my brother..."
Eugénie had heard his sentiments, about the Holy Catholic Church, the Monarchy and the morals of society. François seemed so utterly full of contempt for everything that they had been brought up to cherish. He hated the Church, he despised the Monarch and as for social convention; he had made it his mission to break as often as he could.
"See in mercy to Juliette..."
Her sister, Juliette, once a girl filled with compassion now seemed to have become as influenced by the evil times as ever François. She blatantly ridiculed the Church with much the same scorn as did François. Eugénie had prayed for her, argued with her, cried but nothing would change her mind. Further, it seemed that the once gentle and loving girl had given way to a sadistic woman. Only today Eugénie had received the flat of her hand for one transgression or other. It really did not matter how she behaved, the result was always the same. Ridicule, humiliation and punishment.
"Preserve them in their grace..."
The worst part however, the one that Eugénie scarcely dared contemplate was the fact that her siblings shared an abominable bond. She had seen how François had kissed Juliette, not the way a brother is supposed to kiss his sister, and she had watched her reciprocate, flaunting her own lust as she did. Eugénie knew that their souls would forever be punished for their hideous crime, thus her prayers had become more intense. Praying for their salvation, for the deliverance of the evils that had befallen France, and for herself.
Eugénie, Comtesse de Chantonnay, was kneeling on the hard wooden floor of her chamber. Her eyes fixed to the Crucifix on the wall, praying with a fervour that would have surprised anyone who wasn't acquainted with the young woman prostrate on the floor.
For Eugénie was first and foremost a devout Catholic, her love of the Blessed Virgin pure and undiluted, and the one fixed point in her life. The prayers she uttered now went out to her country. France had been harried by civil unrest, and it seemed to Eugénie that the events had reached the crux. His Majesty had had to convene the Estates General. Her brother, François, had gone to Versaille, seeing as he was the head of the de Chantonnay family on the deaths of their father and older brother Charles.
"Forgive my..."
She didn't hate François nor her sister Juliette, yet the sin they had brought into the house almost made her physically sick. Once the Chateau de Chantonnay had been filled with happiness, but it had all changed now. François was not, she decided, a good man. He had left the Seminar, and he had expressively forbidden her to join the Carmelite Sisters. Eugénie felt tears burning in the corners of her eyes as she recalled the argument. François would not tolerate that she devoted her life to Christ. God did not exist, he claimed. The words having felt like knifes driving into her body. She had tried to stand her ground but to no avail. François would never allow her to become a nun.
"Give me strenght to love my brother..."
Eugénie had heard his sentiments, about the Holy Catholic Church, the Monarchy and the morals of society. François seemed so utterly full of contempt for everything that they had been brought up to cherish. He hated the Church, he despised the Monarch and as for social convention; he had made it his mission to break as often as he could.
"See in mercy to Juliette..."
Her sister, Juliette, once a girl filled with compassion now seemed to have become as influenced by the evil times as ever François. She blatantly ridiculed the Church with much the same scorn as did François. Eugénie had prayed for her, argued with her, cried but nothing would change her mind. Further, it seemed that the once gentle and loving girl had given way to a sadistic woman. Only today Eugénie had received the flat of her hand for one transgression or other. It really did not matter how she behaved, the result was always the same. Ridicule, humiliation and punishment.
"Preserve them in their grace..."
The worst part however, the one that Eugénie scarcely dared contemplate was the fact that her siblings shared an abominable bond. She had seen how François had kissed Juliette, not the way a brother is supposed to kiss his sister, and she had watched her reciprocate, flaunting her own lust as she did. Eugénie knew that their souls would forever be punished for their hideous crime, thus her prayers had become more intense. Praying for their salvation, for the deliverance of the evils that had befallen France, and for herself.
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