AnonymousSlave
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Mar 9, 2002
- Posts
- 128
i keep a diary. A place to hold my thoughts, my feelings. The diary has a lock and key, but i never use it. i don't want my feelings locked away. In fact, my diary sits on my coffee table, unlocked. i have a RL Master, a man i adore greatly.
i wonder do others keep diaries? if so, do you keep it locked away? Why?
This is a note that's in my diary, a note to my Master, i felt like sharing with you. At the time of this writing, He's not yet seen this note...
"M'Lord,
Do You see the glint in my eye?
Do You know it is but a small beam from the glow in my heart?
Sometimes i wonder.
i wonder if You know.
If You understand.
If it's possible for me to explain.
Sometimes my passion seems beyond even my own understanding.
My passion to serve You, to please You.
It burns inside me.
i don't know if it's a desire, or a want, or an inherent need.
But i know it's You.
It's You that brings out my passions, my lust,
my hunger and my thirst.
You feed it.
You quench it.
It grows inside me.
It fills me.
i belong to You.
Heart, mind, body and soul,
i belong to You.
And belonging to You
completes me.
Without You, Master,
i am not whole."