Lesbian who sucks cock trapped in mans body

[Wanna_B_Girl]

I'm a guy who wants to have a sex change. I want to suck a guys cock but as a woman. I'm not attracted to men in anyway, so Id still date/be with women. So I suppose id be a lesbian who sucks a cock from time to time. I'm turned on by idea of having a woman force me non-violently into sucking a cock and humiliate me with names pertaining to blowjobs. I know this all seems strange or odd. But I'm envious of women and their bodies and seductive ways and clothes...I want that, and I want to suck cock and still be with women...but as a woman. Does that make sense?...well send me a PM if your interested. Thanks for your time & for not judging me.