Kvetch - self indulgent whining only thread

[Netzach]

I miss my pet, goddamn it! I miss M. He always knows how to make me smile and feel fucking fantastic about myself. I've been running round NYC in a daze, dealing with departed grandfather, hospitalized grandmother and insane mother, doing anything I can to get *out* of the house at this point (long complicated evil family histories, think me not callous to do so...)

I did get to run a session at Arena again, which grounded me in my own happy world. God I love that place. Such powerful, centering, happy feminine energies permeate it. I am definitely putting their black and blue ball on my travel calendar for May.

packing up for DC and my first Black Rose. My new year's resolution was to get my ass out to some events, and sure enough it's coming to pass.

But with no M? Fuck that part bites. I want my hardworking just FINALLY gainfully employed again in the tech sector boy with me. *sigh* It would ease the pain of all this, family, death, elections gone looney, NYC stress.

Sometimes I feel like I'm scening with everyone in the world except the person I want to be scening with.

 

[Vixandra]

Sounds like you're dealing with a lot at the moment.
*hugs*

I can well sympathise with insane family members. Far to well.

But- happily employed boy can come visit more often, right?

 

[catalina_francisco]

I empathise Netzach....families have the potential to drive us insane. Took me quite awhile, and I think the last visit home with me finally worked to convince F that I did not feel the urge to return to Oz so I could be close to my family...miss my daughter and granddaughter, but love being removed from all the stuff which used to keep me locked in places I did not like or need. Sorry your missing M though....can leave a void so hard to fill.

Catalina

 

[Etoile]

DC? Black Rose? *ears prick up*
Sending you a PM, dear!

As for my own whining...
Holy FUCK this headache is bad. Liquid Advil isn't touching it, and using the Hitachi on my neck and shoulders only helps while it's running. Augh.

 

[Betticus]

I miss my pet, goddamn it! I miss M. He always knows how to make me smile and feel fucking fantastic about myself. I've been running round NYC in a daze, dealing with departed grandfather, hospitalized grandmother and insane mother, doing anything I can to get *out* of the house at this point (long complicated evil family histories, think me not callous to do so...)

I did get to run a session at Arena again, which grounded me in my own happy world. God I love that place. Such powerful, centering, happy feminine energies permeate it. I am definitely putting their black and blue ball on my travel calendar for May.

packing up for DC and my first Black Rose. My new year's resolution was to get my ass out to some events, and sure enough it's coming to pass.

But with no M? Fuck that part bites. I want my hardworking just FINALLY gainfully employed again in the tech sector boy with me. *sigh* It would ease the pain of all this, family, death, elections gone looney, NYC stress.

Sometimes I feel like I'm scening with everyone in the world except the person I want to be scening with.

You should come to the event in Dallas in January.