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Jess Grimes.http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a284/mothermagic/317024_2268967917143_1036923150_2543451_423675227_n-1.jpg
Grandmother Eugenie's cabin over looked one of the largest inland bodies of water in the country. The mountain range towering over the spread of water seemed to fall and rise forever and ever. The eye could be deceived into thinking there was nothing else left in the world only endless green and grey stone valleys and peaks, and the giant trapped expanse of water.
The sky, from as far back as Jess could remember, had always been a clear blue. Just pale, beautiful blue. The fact she'd never been on the mountain in early winter before had never entered Jess's mind when she'd first arrived. So while the sky was still blue now, it was also tempered with a weighty flossy grey wave of clouds. But it was still beautiful.
She'd been here two days. Two days where she'd hung around the small, but charming four roomed cabin her Grandmother had bought from some well invested insurance money after her second husband had died. Eugenie had always fancied herself as a little too retro for the city. She had been, until the day she had had her stroke two years ago, a walking reminder from the free love of the 60's with her large floppy sun hats, bigger than life sun glasses, and bracelets and bangles clinking as she moved around her small apartment in the city.
So the cabin was to be her dream achievement. And there she would retire, and paint...or maybe take up pottery. It depended on what mood struck her on any given day.
It never happened though. Eugenie was struck by a stroke that left her now reliant on full time care in a small nursing home,- in a small town that Jess had chosen for her. A town where from the nursing home's gardens, Eugenie could see the mountain on clear days in the distance . The sale of the apartment before the economy bombed was sufficient to cover her expenses. But if worse came to worse, Jess, being the executor of Eugenie's will, would sell the cabin too, to insure her maternal grandmothers comfort.
Jess hadn't come to dwell on her grandmothers health though. She'd come to escape the pecking and fussing of father..and the draining love of her brothers. All committed to vetoing her dates down through the years,.. her general ability to live alone without their ''advice''..and more recently, their loving, but over indulgent care.
Six months ago, on the week of her 25th birthday, she'd found a lump on her right breast. The biopsies and delays in results and the then further tests and subsequent removal of the lump, had almost driven her insane for weeks. While she'd been impatient, she'd not been afraid however.
Jess hadn't ''felt'' there was anything wrong with her body's health...but it had petrified the five men in her life.
Her father had wept. Afraid that he couldn't offer her the support her deceased mother might have, had she still been with them. And her brothers had taken it upon themselves to organize a rota whereby Jess was accompanied to all her doctor appointments, wanting to know as much about the possibilities of what ''the lump'' might do to their sister .
They loved her..their ''baby sister'' and she loved them. But six months on, and three months from the final good news results of a procedure that should have been resolved weeks before, she'd had enough. Enough of their constant check ups on her..enough of the forever ringing of her phone that started at 7 every morning..and enough of their deciding it wasn't the right time for her to resume dating. That had snapped it for her. She had a two inch scar beneath her right breast, but her brothers regarded it as some kind of handicap that needed to be coddled, spoken around but never about. They avoided mentioning ''the lump'' as if it might appear back, but yet it had become the main focus of their lives, while Jess had wanted to move past it.
When she packed her bags for a few days away, Jess had offended them. She hadn't meant to, but they were driving her nuts, and she'd told them as much. Four siblings and a very fretful giant of a father had watched her pull out of her drive two days before, as if she were going off to some far away war zone. And twice before she'd left the city limits they'd rang her to see if she was ok....so she'd turned her phone off, except for the one phone call on the two following mornings to assure her father she was alright.
She'd drifted off in her thoughts.
Sipping her coffee Jess realized her thoughts weren't of the clunked out generator in the back shed..The same contraption she'd spent an hour fiddling with trying to restore power to the cabin. There were plenty of lanterns in a cupboard, so lighting wasn't an issue...but she was nervous without her phone..and the charger depended on the power from the generator. Spilling out the remains of her coffee, she decided to hike down through the woods to town to find a repair man, rather than take her car. She needed the exercise, and having done it before on summers here, she knew she'd be in town within three to four hours.
*
Everything smelled of pine needles and ferns. There was a dampness in the air that seemed to ooze the damp woodsie smell that those little cardboard perfumed trees you bought for your car for that ''just new'' smell , never quite perfected.
It was a golden dark beneath the tall canopy of the mile high pine trees, and her feet crunched on the dried twigs and earthy dryness of years of fermented dead leaves. Sure there were birds singing..tweetering about somewhere over head, but they didn't invade the splendid silence of the surroundings. The light filtering down through the trees was a yellow-blue..not the bright light that speckled the woods in summer. This was the winter light from a sky that warned her it was full of rain.
She pulled up her hood, and fastened the chin strap, before taking a swig of water from her hiking flask strapped to her hip. Looking left to right as she drank, Jess became aware she'd completely misjudged her knowledge of the area and its weather. And somehow...Jess had gotten herself off the track she'd walked a bunch of times before, and was just realizing she was more than a little lost.
The incline told her that sure, she was still descending..but not enough. Somehow she seemed to have drifted to the side of her path, until she no longer recognized where she was. There was still daylight, ..but on checking the time, she could see there wasn't enough..it was quarter after three, and the mountains got dark so fast.
Taking a long breath, she turned around slowly to try find her bearings, and swallow down the threat of panic. She'd been walking almost her expected three hours, and the town or indeed any of the by roads were as of yet not even close. There wasn't a sound but for the natural sounds that fitted into the endless landscape of something so huge it was magnificent, but also very dangerous if not treated with respect.
She was wise enough not to just kick off heading where she thought she aught to head. Instead Jess tried to back track, ..and managed for about 45 minutes, until she lost sight of her fading foot prints. The sun was going down, and the remaining light wasn't helpful. Her phone was useless in such deep vegetation, so she keep it powered off to save the battery until she got somewhere higher up where she'd find a signal..
Higher up! She needed to get to higher ground before it was too dark. There were bears in the mountains, and she'd heard stories of the occasional wild cat venturing down from the higher peeks. If she got higher up, she might even recognize something that could get her back to Eugenie's cabin.
By the time she saw a flicker of light in the darkness, Jess was more than a little afraid. The air was cold, and her breath was fogged as she exhaled. While she wasn't cold, it was only the innate sense of controlling her panic that kept her body temperature comfortable. Walking on, she lost sight of the light and felt her stomach lurch.
Fuck!
Where was it?
She backed back, and tried to find it again in the pitch black of the closing night and felt physically sick. She sipped water again, and backed back some more.
There it was!
She hadn't been imagining it.
Rather than move on along the path and losing the light again, she moved towards it, crossing rougher ground. Her footing wasn't as sure, there was no light, so it was inevitable she'd stumbled over something..this time a tree stump, and heard the crunch of her knee on the plastic water bottle beneath it when she fell. Then the damp down one leg of her jeans as the water dribbled out of the damaged vessel. Brilliant.
Pulling herself up, the little light grew fractionally larger..more clearer as she got closer. There was a clearing, with a large building..a very large cabin. The moonlight only served to enhance the silhouette of the building in the distance and it's one light. It made Eugenie's place look tiny. But right now, if there was light, there was a good chance someone was home..and maybe a phone..or radio.
Cryptic stupid remembrances from her Dad's favorite movie ''Deliverance'' started to really annoy Jess. She didn't need to be thinking of Ned Beatty now!
Should she call out? She didn't want to frighten anyone by yelling, ..but she didn't want to just appear on someone's front porch either. Standing about 20 feet away from the first step up of the porch, Jess decided it politer to announce herself and called out..
''Hello!..Hello?."
Now she felt cold, and blew into her cupped hands. There were lots of windows ..gosh this place was impressive. And so isolated. Even more so than Eugenie's . Cautiously Jess pulled down her hood. It might be best to show herself a little more, rather than remain hidden in the giant fur trimmed hood.
''I was hoping I could use your phone? My generator.. has.......''
And her voice faded away, and she felt about as stupid as she could possibly ever had. She'd been coming up here long enough to know not to get distracted when out on the trails, because it meant risking getting lost. She should have known also that the mountain read very differently in summer and winter, and she had no experience of the area at this time of year.
Turning to look around her, Jess paused when she seen how dark it was behind her back in the trees. She didn't care if there was no one around. There was no way she was going back into the woods now. She'd stay on the porch if need be, but no way was she heading back into the woods at night. Maybe in the morning she'd find a way into the cabin. And she turned back to look at it.
It wasn't unwelcoming, but there was no way she was about to try open a window or door. Something about it's size even made her hesitant about moving closer.
Only then, as often happened on the mountain even in summer, it started to rain. Huge great gulping drops of rain, and Jess flipped her hood back up and ran towards the steps for shelter, and cried out again as the first clap of thunder matched the first tap of her booted foot on the first step.
''Hello! Is anyone here!!''