Reading the gay stuff on Literotica is kind of weird for me. So much of it is about married/straight men having a gay experience. I've always found this incredibly hot, maybe because I've never had any inkling of sexual desire for the opposite sex. Though I adore women, the whole idea of sex with one is kind of a turn-off. (No insult intended. I'm sure there's plenty of lesbians out there that feel the same way about dicks!) My first and only sexual thoughts have always been about men, and unfortunately, all the kids in school seemed as aware of this as I was. I was bullied pretty bad. I don't know if there's a question here. Just thought I'd throw it out there. As I said, no insult to women is intended, so please don't flame me.