Kinky Sub Looking for Mistress

[needaboss]

I am a very submissive male that loves to be humiliated. I love to dress up in little thongs and stilettos and walk around my backyard at night hoping my neighbors see me and force me to be their slave. I fantasize about giving my first blowjob while tied up and swallowing all the cum like a little slut. I need a mistress that will give me instructions and not take no for an answer. My greatest fantasies are being tied up, blindfolded, cum play, anal teasing, blowjobs, cuckolding, and humiliation. The furthest I have been able to take my fantasies in real life involve eating my own cum, and a hotel scene i played out while on a business trip. I forced myself to go to the local department store and pick out a tiny g string, bra, and high heels. I then went to the adult video store and bought handcuffs and a nice vibrating butt plug and realistic dildo. I went back to my hotel room that night, got dressed up, and opened the blinds. I turned on every light in the room so that anyone in the rooms across the courtyard could see me. I then proceeded to tie my ankles above my head to the headboard and inserted my butplug. My cock was pointed right at my face. I blindfolded myself and tied one hand to the headboard as well. I knew someone was watching me. I stuffed my realstuc dildo into my mouth and proceeded to jack off with my loose hand until I came all over my face and mouth. It was amazing. I tend to back out a lot so I need a very forceful domme. Someone that will make me live out all my deepest fantasies.