Kinda Scared/Bi-Curious/Bi Wanting Male NYC

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Well Ive tried a few online supposed "personals" sites they were a rip off or joke, but I always have been a Literotica reader and finally became a "poster", anyways I am a 25 year old avg to musc male living in NYC. I well I guess I would say desperatly want/need/scared though, need to fullfill my bi desires (preferabbly with a couple to be honest) I am willing to basically do anything (cept "pain type things") and want to meet a couple or "POSSIBLY" young man (18-35ish) here in the NYC area but I am somewhat shy still and scared because although my bisexual desires are extreme, I am "clean" and also just plain fearfull becaquse of never fullfilling/pursuing these long time desires/fantasy/dreams I have had, I am very oral, love basically/almost every poss "thing" and hope someone/some couple will want to "teach me/make my dream a reality" soon, nyc based male ummm kinda nervous, email or pm me please I cant keep these feelings locked away anymore