tazmanuk
Virgin
- Joined
- Apr 4, 2005
- Posts
- 9
First, I'm disabled. I'm prone to back and joint pain, but most people probably don't notice. Stay with me. That bit's relevant. I used to enjoy regular, full sex. Very open-minded, my wife and I were swingers and had a lot of fun. Then my neurological condition hit. First effect - less sensation. I could keep going for ages - a dream, you would think - and yes, it helped my partners - but after over an hour's vigorous activity, it got frustrating. Then came pain and I really found all that humping very painful indeed. I learned my wife had stolen money from me, to the tune of tens of thousands of pounds. My kids found out, and, together, we asked her to leave. She did.
I did not want another relationship, but I wanted sex - and still do. Anyway, i met a woman, and we started discussing our shared love of photography. Neither of us had picked up a camera in quite a while, but we both wanted to. We went for a couple of walks in photogenic settings and started chatting. My professional photography was mainly glamour. She too had photographed many people fully or partly naked. We shared a lot of our images, and then she suggested e could model for each other. I agreed.
We set up an appropriate studio, and I photographed her in a 'pin-up' style. We then swapped, and she photographed me. At some point, she asked if I would consider posing nude. "Sure," I replied, thinking it was a hypothetical question. "OK," she said, and waited. I looked at her, wondering why she was waiting, then realised. "What? Now?" I asked. "Why not?" she asked. I had no choice, so I stripped off. Thing is, I loved it. I warned that there are certain reactions of my body, over which I have no control. She said she didn't mind - and sure enough, I was erect quite quickly. We finished our shoot, I dressed, that was it - but I was hooked.
We did several shoots together, both of us posed nude, eventually getting increasingly sexual - we watched each other masturbate, stroked each other, had oral sex - and that was it. We have never had full sex. On about our fourth or fifth shoot, she asked, "I have a friend who's getting into photography - can she join us? She doesn't want to model, just take photos."
I agreed, and so I had two women taking photos of me. This pattern continued - other friends either joined the two of us and took photos of me, or both of us. Sometimes the friends would come on their own, we would enjoy the photography then move on to mutual masturbation, or maybe gentle femdom CFNM. Sometimes, we didn't bother with photography - it was just friends getting together and having open-minded fun - CFNM or mutual masturbation, sometimes fingering and jerking or sucking and licking. Toys are quite a big part of it too - mostly for the women, of course. It always ended with orgasms all round, a lot of fun, a lot of smiles. We are all friends - we get together, meet up socially and have a great time enjoying each other's company. There's no romance, no kissing (although we hug and cuddle affectionately sometimes), no full sex - the only penetration is oral.
We have used restraints and blindfolds, massage oils, ice, candle wax - all sorts - but never any pain - only a bit of mild spanking. Everything is fun, with no ties, no commitment - just open, honest fun.
Recently, we have extended this to webcam chats - I've always liked camming - sometimes including photography - where we set up cameras at home and pose each other via webcam, sometimes taking stills from the webcam.
So - back to my first question. I'm loving this, and don't want anything other than this. So here's my question - am I kinky? Oh - and would any other ladies like to join in? If you would - please message me!
I did not want another relationship, but I wanted sex - and still do. Anyway, i met a woman, and we started discussing our shared love of photography. Neither of us had picked up a camera in quite a while, but we both wanted to. We went for a couple of walks in photogenic settings and started chatting. My professional photography was mainly glamour. She too had photographed many people fully or partly naked. We shared a lot of our images, and then she suggested e could model for each other. I agreed.
We set up an appropriate studio, and I photographed her in a 'pin-up' style. We then swapped, and she photographed me. At some point, she asked if I would consider posing nude. "Sure," I replied, thinking it was a hypothetical question. "OK," she said, and waited. I looked at her, wondering why she was waiting, then realised. "What? Now?" I asked. "Why not?" she asked. I had no choice, so I stripped off. Thing is, I loved it. I warned that there are certain reactions of my body, over which I have no control. She said she didn't mind - and sure enough, I was erect quite quickly. We finished our shoot, I dressed, that was it - but I was hooked.
We did several shoots together, both of us posed nude, eventually getting increasingly sexual - we watched each other masturbate, stroked each other, had oral sex - and that was it. We have never had full sex. On about our fourth or fifth shoot, she asked, "I have a friend who's getting into photography - can she join us? She doesn't want to model, just take photos."
I agreed, and so I had two women taking photos of me. This pattern continued - other friends either joined the two of us and took photos of me, or both of us. Sometimes the friends would come on their own, we would enjoy the photography then move on to mutual masturbation, or maybe gentle femdom CFNM. Sometimes, we didn't bother with photography - it was just friends getting together and having open-minded fun - CFNM or mutual masturbation, sometimes fingering and jerking or sucking and licking. Toys are quite a big part of it too - mostly for the women, of course. It always ended with orgasms all round, a lot of fun, a lot of smiles. We are all friends - we get together, meet up socially and have a great time enjoying each other's company. There's no romance, no kissing (although we hug and cuddle affectionately sometimes), no full sex - the only penetration is oral.
We have used restraints and blindfolds, massage oils, ice, candle wax - all sorts - but never any pain - only a bit of mild spanking. Everything is fun, with no ties, no commitment - just open, honest fun.
Recently, we have extended this to webcam chats - I've always liked camming - sometimes including photography - where we set up cameras at home and pose each other via webcam, sometimes taking stills from the webcam.
So - back to my first question. I'm loving this, and don't want anything other than this. So here's my question - am I kinky? Oh - and would any other ladies like to join in? If you would - please message me!
