Just in case any of you don't know it...

[Guest]

I am insane. Do not take any of my posts too seriously. I am not communicating very efficiently, and things can get taken the wrong way easily.

I've had a few of these instances happen recently, and feel rather bad about it. It is one of the reasons I chose to stay away recently, and I have really not been in contact with anyone. Except Raw Humor telepathically. Any small laughs can thusly be attributed to him.

My meds seem to be working OK, the pain is down and the pressure is as well, but my mind is still rather fucked up. For anyone I have pissed off, I am sorry. For the rest of you, just ignore me (we have a little button for that). Or get fucked. Either way...

I've toyed with the idea of staying away again, but I am bored and this disclaimer is easier.

 

[intrigued]

I am insane. Do not take any of my posts too seriously. I am not communicating very efficiently, and things can get taken the wrong way easily.

I've had a few of these instances happen recently, and feel rather bad about it. It is one of the reasons I chose to stay away recently, and I have really not been in contact with anyone. Except Raw Humor telepathically. Any small laughs can thusly be attributed to him.

My meds seem to be working OK, the pain is down and the pressure is as well, but my mind is still rather fucked up. For anyone I have pissed off, I am sorry. For the rest of you, just ignore me (we have a little button for that). Or get fucked. Either way...

I've toyed with the idea of staying away again, but I am bored and this disclaimer is easier.

You're cool...no worries.

 

[sexy-girl]

dont worry about it storm its silly for you to stay because you're afraid of offending someone ... im sure everyone will understand if you say something you dont mean

im glad you're back and posting again

 

[bluespoke]

For anyone I have pissed off, I am sorry.

No need for you to apologise. There are those who do it without an excuse and you don't see too many of them apologising.

Stay and nag Chey till she buys her new machine!

 

[brokenbrainwave]

hell being insane just helps in fitting in! dont sweat it at all

 

[Guest]

Storm, darlin, we endure folks that talk out of their ass, with no medical excuse. You are a bright spot. So, no worries!

 

[MissTaken]

Storm, darlin, we endure folks that talk out of their ass, with no medical excuse. You are a bright spot. So, no worries!

Now, this post made me smile huge!


Yes, believe us Storm, there is little you could do or say that would be any reason for you to stay away.

And if all the psychotic ramblings of the rest of us keep you entertained, kick back and relax. Let the games begin!


hugs to you

 

[Rubyfruit]

I'm really, really glad you brought your chest av back. So, you can say whatever you want and I'll be happy. Just keep posting.

 

[Dillinger]

Stick around, dude - we're all insane here. Except maybe REDWAVE and yayati.

 

[Summery]

Regardless the mood, I am glad to see you around here posting.
Besides, I was running out of people that would let me stalk them.

 

[lilminx]

I'm really, really glad you brought your chest av back. So, you can say whatever you want and I'll be happy. Just keep posting.

Ditto. Storm, I heart you.

 

[Dixon Carter Lee]

You seem fine to me. Be well.

 

[Jim_Henson]

Everyone wants your chest, and I just want more lightning pics.

Strange man in a strange land.

 

[Guest]

This was supposed to be more of a disclaimer rather than a request for words of any kind, but thanks anyway.

Y'all just aren't aware of this because I haven't been insane to any of you, either in comments or in my interpretations. Yet. I was rather insane with my wife today. She really tried today, but today was one of my worst days yet. I nearly jumped out of a moving car this afternoon. Total impulsive insanity, in mid panic attack. And she was planning something really nice tonight, but I'm not fit enough to do it.
I really can't be trusted around people anymore.

All I've got going for me is this av. Which reminds me...

 

[Shy Tall Guy]

Stick around, dude - we're all insane here. Except maybe REDWAVE and yayati.

Ditto - welcome back to the asylum.

 

[Cheyenne]

I really can't be trusted around people anymore.

All I've got going for me is this av. Which reminds me...

Of course you can be trusted! We want you to stay, and I'm very glad that you are.

You're sick- there is no shame in being sick and needing help. We may not be able to help you physically, but we CAN help keep you from being too bored. Even if that is by letting you remind me daily how I need to go buy a new computer.

We all would love to see you get better and hope that you keep posting until you can declare "I'm healthy again!" And then stay a few years after that, too.

Last, but not lease, you have a LOT more going for you than just your avatar. I've seen the pictures, remember?

 

[Debbie]

I trust you. If being here helps in anyway, stay.
You have people who care for you and want to help if we can.
Don't leave me with all these porn pervs.

 

[Guest]

Thanks again, but you just don't understand. I'm insane. It's taking so much effort just to post, it's like I'm posting just to prove to myself that I can or something. Then shit goes bad. I guess it all goes bad eventually.

 

[Ezarc]

I don't suffer from insanity. I enjoy every minute of it.
Take Care and Be Safe,
Ezarc

 

[Cheyenne]

Thanks again, but you just don't understand. I'm insane. It's taking so much effort just to post, it's like I'm posting just to prove to myself that I can or something. Then shit goes bad. I guess it all goes bad eventually.

Your posting is fine, Storm.

Post when you feel like it, lurk when you don't.

If it "goes bad"- just try again.

 

[Debbie]

Thanks again, but you just don't understand. I'm insane. It's taking so much effort just to post, it's like I'm posting just to prove to myself that I can or something. Then shit goes bad. I guess it all goes bad eventually.

I have not read one thing of yours that sounds insane. Or bad, or inflammatory.

I know I don't understand, I am not experiencing what is happening to you. It may be taking a lot of effort because of the drugs you are on.

If you ever need to talk? PM me.
Take care, mate.

 

[koalabear]

You've seen me posts. Sanity has never been a requirement here.

 

[SamEyeAm]

Storm, don't worry at all how you are with us. You've got more than enough of a track record here that everyone will know when Storm is talking, and when Storm's illness is talking. You're not going to hurt anyone.

Please just let us be here for you in whatever way we can be supportive and lighten your burden. You're always welcome to PM me if you ever need someone to rant to.

 

[Guest]

I'm starting to think I'm having a negative reaction from my meds. My digestive trect is way off, and I'm not tolerating sun very well, and this from a person who doesn't even burn. I have open lesions over my face from the sun, and it's rather swollen.

And again, you all have not been subjected to the bad me. You're a positive population sample. None of the people involved have posted. Except Cheyenne, and I make no apology for bugging the shit out of her. Fuck off and get a new computer already! But she doesn't get it either.

When I read a post meant to be nice and it takes me a few minutes to comprehend it... and my gut reaction is to post a big old fuck off reply that would be unwarranted, that is wrong.

I just read a post by a friend of mine. The post made me never want to talk to that person again. Yet it has nothing to do with me whatsoever, I wasn't in the thread, and after 5 minutes of stewing I realize how stupid I'm being. Good thing I'm NOT posting impulsively or I'd be in the REDWAVE category. My mind is just loopy. This is not fun.
I've already spent 15 minutes just writing this so it won't read poorly. I certainly like almost all of you, even yoyotwat, but I can't keep this up much longer. Lurking won't do it since I'm flying off the handle just looking at my computer reading stuff that is NOT meant to make me react this way. I'm not about to take anybody down with me accidentally.

I should have stayed away lat week until my health stops fucking with me.

Unless Y'all want me to post my fuck off impulsive mindless drivel. That could still be arranged.

Fuck off.

Eat me.

Mindless Drivel.

You all suck. Or swallow.

 

[Debbie]

storm1969 . don't give up on us, mate. We need you to be strong, to hang in there. To get beyond this.
I don't see the bad me. I see the honest storm1969 who is telling us what is going on for him at the moment.
Drugs do weird shit, man. You know that and so do I.
One day things make sense, next they don't and I don't take meds or drugs.
When you feel lucid, write down what the drugs/meds are making you feel/act like. Tell your doc/specialist. Look at what is going on yourself. YOU ARE NOT NUTS.
*sobbing* I wish you well, mate. I wish you well.

EDITED TO SAY storm1969 NEEDS US. HE IS NOT A FAKE. PLEASE KEEP THIS THREAD BUMPED AND PM HIM/

storm1969. please I have yahoo, MSN, and ICQ I am going to bed (after 3 am my time) but there are others of us who are online. Don't give up.