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Ok, I could be opening up a whole can of worms here, but quite frankly, my dears, I don't give a damn.
This is a message board on the internet, it ain't real life. I don't wish to offend anyone with what I'm about to say, but, recently, I have seen way too many people that I care about get upset/angry/fucked off/whatever.
I've been spending a lot of time away from my computer recently and do you know what? I feel so much better for it!
I seriously think I had an addictive problem before and I don't think I'm alone.
I seem to have gained a different, more healthy, perspective of things recently. Maybe it's because I've been spending a great deal of time with my family, having some real fun and just shutting down this goddam machine.
I come here and see people arguing about arguing and so on. I also see those who seem to need this place as some kind of therapy.
Please, don't get upset with me or think I'm having a go, I am not, I'm just saying how I see things right now.
And, so shoot me, but I am inclined to agree with some things that I've recently read Gauche say. I loved one thing in particular that he said on here over the past week, and it does seem to have affected me, if only subconsciously: It's all bollocks! And, it so is!
Everything is, when you look at it microscopically. Things here, especially.
I often feel like I'm a Barbie girl, living in a plastic world, etc, etc. I refuse to be like that any longer, though.
Sorry for putting you through my own neuroses (Shock Chick's outbursts, and so on), but I finally think I'm getting a handle on all of this. Call it "the lights coming on" if you like.
Say it with me: "I am not addicted to the internet. I am a strong person with a good life."
Just one more thing, while I'm in "babble" mode, how many of you see a post and read the words on the screen, written by another, and visualise a real life human being sat in front of another monitor, just as you are?
Lou
P.S. I have absolutely no idea why I just said all of that. I just felt like it.
This is a message board on the internet, it ain't real life. I don't wish to offend anyone with what I'm about to say, but, recently, I have seen way too many people that I care about get upset/angry/fucked off/whatever.
I've been spending a lot of time away from my computer recently and do you know what? I feel so much better for it!
I seriously think I had an addictive problem before and I don't think I'm alone.
I seem to have gained a different, more healthy, perspective of things recently. Maybe it's because I've been spending a great deal of time with my family, having some real fun and just shutting down this goddam machine.
I come here and see people arguing about arguing and so on. I also see those who seem to need this place as some kind of therapy.
Please, don't get upset with me or think I'm having a go, I am not, I'm just saying how I see things right now.
And, so shoot me, but I am inclined to agree with some things that I've recently read Gauche say. I loved one thing in particular that he said on here over the past week, and it does seem to have affected me, if only subconsciously: It's all bollocks! And, it so is!
Everything is, when you look at it microscopically. Things here, especially.
I often feel like I'm a Barbie girl, living in a plastic world, etc, etc. I refuse to be like that any longer, though.
Sorry for putting you through my own neuroses (Shock Chick's outbursts, and so on), but I finally think I'm getting a handle on all of this. Call it "the lights coming on" if you like.
Say it with me: "I am not addicted to the internet. I am a strong person with a good life."
Just one more thing, while I'm in "babble" mode, how many of you see a post and read the words on the screen, written by another, and visualise a real life human being sat in front of another monitor, just as you are?
Lou

P.S. I have absolutely no idea why I just said all of that. I just felt like it.