Its hard and im getting no where

[strongirishguy]

I still have these fantasies about being a woman and getting fucked and I kinda want try it out as best as I can without the female equipment if possible.

So what do I do crossdress and head out to find someone which may end up me getting battered down a dark alley or advertise for someone to help me experience this.

Is this just a passing phase which I will forgot about next week ? help