its been a while...and she still manages to hurt me...

[Silverluna]

this isn't a pity thread...this isn't a woe is me thread...it's a serious one...

i still care for my ex....it hurts....she's the one with all of the problems and stuff....transgendered....eating disorders...ect

aaaaaahhhh....you think i would have been smart enough to just walk away....but i really am not...

why am i telling you all this? because we are a community and i think you need to know when a member of that community is having a tough time...

sure this would make one hell of a journal entry in my blurty...but no one reads it and this way atleast someone might read my rant...my pain...and maybe give me some insight on why i fucked up...

 

[Spinaroonie]

punch her in the cu... oh snap.

 

[Silverluna]

....i love her...it transcends all other loves....i hate her and i love her....


why can't i just forget about her?

because she was the best thing in my life....oddly enough...

 

[curious2c]

Luna...sometimes SO's do strange and bad things. I am sorry to hear you are having a tough time right now. Things will get better though. You will come out on top...even if you don't think so at this moment. The human condition is hard to deal with sometimes, but like all things...it changes.


Chocolate...that is the cure.

 

[Silverluna]

i think if i have any more damn chocolate today ill be sick....

i think i will be sick anyway....-.-;

 

[Epiphany]

Oh Luna...I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. I remember going through really tough times during my divorce. I was with my ex 21 years.....that's a lot of history. And even though he did things I hated, and treated me badly, there's still things about him that I love.

I hope you get through this....

 

[Silverluna]

 

[Silverluna]

i am giving into temptation and have decided the best thing to do is sleep and pray i can forget about this whole mess for about 6-8 hours...

somehow i doubt that will happen....

 

[Jim_Henson]

Strangely enough I was wondering how they were doing too.

Chin up