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sweetjen35
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Thanks to all who reached out to me yesterday during my mental breakdown that made not sense to most - I did clarify to a few who asked.
It had nothing to do with my marriage. I have accepted that situation for what it is.
In a nutshell, I have a toxic friendship "in real life" (well, sort of!) from the past 5 months that I have come to realize I needed to break away from. It was definitely unbalanced where I was giving, giving, giving (of my time, concern, friendship, support even patience) and he was taking so much and giving very little in return. That is NOT how a friendship nor a relationship works.
I think I needed to hit rock bottom with him yesterday to realize once and for all I deserve MORE and BETTER.
We all get addicted to things or people who make our lives better. I certainly know myself well enough to know I WILL get addicted to something or someone again, I just have to choose more wisely. I need a MUTUAL addiction, but I am not in a hurry to surrender any power to it.
I would say I am about 75% better than I was yesterday. Thank you again for the support of those who reached out after reading a post that made no sense.
((((group hug)))
It had nothing to do with my marriage. I have accepted that situation for what it is.
In a nutshell, I have a toxic friendship "in real life" (well, sort of!) from the past 5 months that I have come to realize I needed to break away from. It was definitely unbalanced where I was giving, giving, giving (of my time, concern, friendship, support even patience) and he was taking so much and giving very little in return. That is NOT how a friendship nor a relationship works.
I think I needed to hit rock bottom with him yesterday to realize once and for all I deserve MORE and BETTER.
We all get addicted to things or people who make our lives better. I certainly know myself well enough to know I WILL get addicted to something or someone again, I just have to choose more wisely. I need a MUTUAL addiction, but I am not in a hurry to surrender any power to it.
I would say I am about 75% better than I was yesterday. Thank you again for the support of those who reached out after reading a post that made no sense.
((((group hug)))