It is wrong of me??

[apemermoud]

It is wrong for me to have a need to be "raped".... I ever since my Step-father molested me and raped me for 1 1/2 yrs I have craved it at least once a month and Sometimes I feel horribly guilty about it but still get on here and read stories and masturbate until I cum at least 3 times and sometimes even that isn't enough!! I want someone to treat me like a whore and I actually walk around late at night with just a sport bra and pants on hoping someone will drag me into a alley and just fuck my brains out until I can't walk anymore and my throat is sore from his cock and screaming.... It is wrong for me to want this and to actively walk around "asking" for it??
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[LadyVer]

It's not too smart.

 

[apemermoud]

It's not too smart.

I Do realize that... I'm just wandering if its wrong of me to want that?

 

[cuckold_tales]

There's never anything wrong with a fantasy, but actually going out trying to make it happen ... that's a bit sketchy.

 

[LadyVer]

I Do realize that... I'm just wandering if its wrong of me to want that?

99.99% of people really don't like pain and run the other way from rapists. This should be your first clue. The second clue is some rapists kill their victims.

 

[CBM514]

It is wrong for me to have a need to be "raped".... I ever since my Step-father molested me and raped me for 1 1/2 yrs I have craved it at least once a month and Sometimes I feel horribly guilty about it but still get on here and read stories and masturbate until I cum at least 3 times and sometimes even that isn't enough!! I want someone to treat me like a whore and I actually walk around late at night with just a sport bra and pants on hoping someone will drag me into a alley and just fuck my brains out until I can't walk anymore and my throat is sore from his cock and screaming.... It is wrong for me to want this and to actively walk around "asking" for it??
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I'll never say anyone is wrong for "wanting something" or "trying something"...but from what you've said already I think you should talk to a professional...acting out those desires in an unsafe way isn't healthy or wise...

 

[Hans101]

Your fantasies and desires are NOT WRONG.

But you must find a way to fulfill and gratify them that is SAFE and WISE.

Do you have a boyfriend? Role playing might go a long way towards satisfying these desires.

If you don't have a boyfriend, I can help you find one.

Check out fetlife.com. It is kind of like facebook for kinky people and has several groups dedicated to rape fantasies.

 

[DeviantDaniel]

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[DrHappy]

Apemermoud,
This is a topic that I’ve read about in sexual psychology books. Psychologists who write books tend to push their own personal theories. To clarify, one book that I read specifically addressed the phenomenon of women who have rape fantasies. The author discussed a particular feminist patient of his that was troubled by the fact that she was intensely aroused by fantasies of being raped by a chauvinistic rapist. It’s been a while since I’ve read the book, but I seem to recall that this fantasy is somewhat common, and that women are often confused and troubled by it. His theory was that the fantasy allowed these women to enjoy their sexual nature while avoiding having to play an active role in making their sexual activities happen. In other words, the women would feel guilty if they were responsible for the sexual pleasure. In the rape fantasy, it was forced upon them, so it wasn’t their fault. While I felt that this theory may be plausible, it seems a bit convoluted and complicated.

I’ve come across another theory that sounds more plausible which gives a more physiological explanation: There is a part of the brain that is responsible for processing memories and strong emotions. It’s involved with automatic emotion reactions from memories, such as from post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). The theory states that some strong emotions will unintentionally trigger other emotions. For rape fantasies, the strong negative emotions triggered from thoughts of rape may trigger sexual arousal. This may also explain sexual arousal from some types of fetishes which involve other emotions. I tend to think that this theory is more plausible that the others.

I believe that people sometimes run into trouble when they believe that there is deep meaning behind some of their fetishes. With a rape fantasies, I think that it is very dangerous to put yourself in situations where a rape could actually happen. To address your original question, yes, I do believe that it would be “wrong” of you to seek out this scenario in real life, or to obsess on it too much. However, I think that it’s okay to acknowledge that these thoughts can be arousing. I agree with the other that roleplay may be a harmless outlet. I’d also suggest seeking out other scary, but harmless scenarios which you also may find arousing. Maybe try spanking or light bondage. Do you currently have a partner who might explore these options with you?

 

[DarkPleasures]

I Do realize that... I'm just wandering if its wrong of me to want that?

Wandering?

 

[Freebird49]

You are putting yourself at risk

The problem is the separation of fantasy and reality. Rape roleplay isn't really that novel. You may meet a guy who enjoys violence and you could pay heavily for this..

Tread very carefully

 

[CBM514]

Excellent point...huge difference between "rape play" between two consenting adults and actual rape ( a crime )

 

[sexymadeline]

It is wrong for me to have a need to be "raped".... I ever since my Step-father molested me and raped me for 1 1/2 yrs I have craved it at least once a month and Sometimes I feel horribly guilty about it but still get on here and read stories and masturbate until I cum at least 3 times and sometimes even that isn't enough!! I want someone to treat me like a whore and I actually walk around late at night with just a sport bra and pants on hoping someone will drag me into a alley and just fuck my brains out until I can't walk anymore and my throat is sore from his cock and screaming.... It is wrong for me to want this and to actively walk around "asking" for it??
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