Is this weird?

[DarthDahak]

Hey everyone. Been a LONG TIME reader of Literotica.com and have scrolled round the message boards many times in the years. I come to you now seeking advice and opinions.

I have come to finally realize that I am Bi, sorta (i'll get to the sorta part just now). While I have thought about it in the past, it took a Adult Video of 2 guys and A girl and watching Shemales videos for a year to finally make me realize that I do enjoy watching not just 2 guys and a girl making love to one another, but just 2 men by themselves.

Now while I do enjoy watching, I've come to realize that I have the want or urge to experience sex with another man myself. I've thought about it in the past and it just doesn't turn me on, but watching it is a whole other story (hence the sorta part from before).

Is this normal? Do more men go through this as I am? Or am i just intrigued by the concept in a (i hate this word) "phase" way?

Thanks

D.D.

 

[deckerd11]

Exploration? As far as I know... totally normal... I remember years ago, after experiencing things with another male as a preteen, (both of us), I never thought much about it until I saw a pictorial in Penthouse of a couple. My favorite pic was actually one that featured more of the guy than the girl. Time goes by, and more and more I came back to the idea that cocks were kinda cool. You may go farther down this road and decide you have seen enough and be done, or you may decide there is something there that you want. Who knows?

Exploration is not weird. It is just exploration. Freaking yourself out about it is weird, but a lot of people, myself included, have done it. Here's hoping your journey wherever it leads is enlightening, rewarding, and safe. Rock on.

 

[DarthDahak]

thank you for the input.

not really freaking out about it, just more....for lack of better words....boggled.

 

[Stella_Omega]

Some people react very strongly to visual cues. Sounds like you're one of those people!

be careful and don't watch too much bungee-jumping vids, okay?

 

[DarthDahak]

so thats why i've been having this sudden urge every time i pass a bridge...it all makes sense now hahaha