RoosterRed
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- Apr 29, 2015
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Hey everybody, still really new here and learning the ropes, but I first want to say how great I have found this community to be. I was worried at first but everyone has been great so far.
I'm a 28 year old male and I have only recently admitted to myself that I am most likely bi. I have always been attracted to women and still am, but the idea of sex with a man (especially having a man teach me to suck cock) is a huge fantasy of mine. This part I have learned isn't as rare as I thought from the different guys I have already talked to.
But these fantasies seem to ebb and flow. I'll go through periods (like the one I'm in while currently typing this) where I can't the thought of sucking cock or otherwise fucking with another man out of my mind, and spend my time fantasizing about how I can get my first time discreetly and above all safely. But then I'll go through long periods where the thought of being with a man never crosses my mind and I spend all my time thinking about pussy and how I can get more then I am currently. And to make matters even stranger during the times I'm dreaming about a man feeding me cock for the first time and jerking off I'll think, "If this is something I really want to try, maybe I should see what come tastes like and try some of my own." but then once I cum I lose all desire to try it.
I don't know, maybe this is all too strange, but this whole experience has really made me want to put it all out there where maybe someone knows what I'm talking about. So guys, I'm curious(oops, there's that phrase again, I seem to be using that alot on here) has anyone ever experience something like your urges coming and going like the tide like this before? And if yes, over time, did it tip one way or another? After going through with your fantasies did it change?
I know this is a long post but I have so many questions and don't know how else to get answers except maybe from other guys who have been where I have been.
PMs are more then welcome.
Thanks in advance,
Rooster.
I'm a 28 year old male and I have only recently admitted to myself that I am most likely bi. I have always been attracted to women and still am, but the idea of sex with a man (especially having a man teach me to suck cock) is a huge fantasy of mine. This part I have learned isn't as rare as I thought from the different guys I have already talked to.
But these fantasies seem to ebb and flow. I'll go through periods (like the one I'm in while currently typing this) where I can't the thought of sucking cock or otherwise fucking with another man out of my mind, and spend my time fantasizing about how I can get my first time discreetly and above all safely. But then I'll go through long periods where the thought of being with a man never crosses my mind and I spend all my time thinking about pussy and how I can get more then I am currently. And to make matters even stranger during the times I'm dreaming about a man feeding me cock for the first time and jerking off I'll think, "If this is something I really want to try, maybe I should see what come tastes like and try some of my own." but then once I cum I lose all desire to try it.
I don't know, maybe this is all too strange, but this whole experience has really made me want to put it all out there where maybe someone knows what I'm talking about. So guys, I'm curious(oops, there's that phrase again, I seem to be using that alot on here) has anyone ever experience something like your urges coming and going like the tide like this before? And if yes, over time, did it tip one way or another? After going through with your fantasies did it change?
I know this is a long post but I have so many questions and don't know how else to get answers except maybe from other guys who have been where I have been.
PMs are more then welcome.
Thanks in advance,
Rooster.
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