HiddenStreet
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- Jan 20, 2009
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Okay so i'm 24, and probably been watching porn before i was ten, (remember trying to get the porn tape out the vcr before my dad got in the house one evening) anyways... I've always been facinated with the human body... or atleast the sexual aspects of it. I had my first sexual encounter when i was about 11 or 12 but had no idea what i was doing, the girl did and she was older, looking back on it she would have been in alot of trouble if i was the type to kiss and tell. Since then however its like I've been on the warpath to be this perfect sex machine, I military cadets probably like 3 weeks after the incident, mainly to meet girls really, i attended an all boys school and the girls school was right across the road, only guys who got to go over there were the cadets. I started the gym from 13 so i was one of the buffer juniors which got me even more attention from the girls. Didn't let those chances go to waste, don't get me wrong i wasn't the whoring type of guy, i just had this hunger, which caused me to want to please near everyone woman i saw. I've even been with women who have kids older than i am and i've only had three girlfriends, my current one and i have been together for three years and bestfriends from the time i was 14. To be honest I've never cheated on any girl in my life despite the fact that the first two always accused me of it, one broke up with me because she couldn't keep up anymore as she put it and the other our relationship broke down due to lack of trust, i find it very hard to be in a relationship with someone if i know they don't trust me... with my current one i honestly see why people say u have to work hard on relationships that last, but that is musings for another time.
Now that i've given u a slight peek at a bit of my nature...
My girlfriend would sleep over on weekends or whenever she doesn't have work the next day majority of the times, sex is great, and i'm not being bias here, if any of u have been to Barbados during Crop Over and see how the ladies dance and slow grind you already got the picture. Anyways, we've started exploring different things... BDSM i think it is, on a small scale... toys both for her and myself, we've tried anal for the first time last week and damn it was lovely. We're even considering including a 3rd, male or female, in our lil bouts of fun. I'm generally the one who would buy the lingerie, buy the sex toys, the porn, basically i initiate stuff. Now last night she woke up in the middle of the night to my tongue pleasing her, and she joked about me being her own personal sexual predator, her own lil sex addict
Now i know she didn't mean anything by it except that i am always finding some sexual way to entice and seduce her, but her words did stay in my head and it caused me to examine myself very clearly, so i'm asking u, my new friends here is something wrong with me for wanting to have sex so much? i mean the moment i cum if i don't stay hard i lick her or she does me til i get back up, and yes i jerk off about every day just thinking about her, i mean i watch porn and read erotica but i'm always thinking about her, either imagining it was her or that she was with me at the moment, even when i'm not really in the mood and i see her i would get hard for no reason at some of the most awkward times... sex to the point where i have to call in a sick day or go in late cuz I can't move in the morning unless its to get more... even now as i type this my thoughts are getting cloudy cuz i'm thinking.... " damn sure hopes she comes over tonight.... I wanna feel her around my cock"
Now is it that i love her so much? Or is something else wrong with me?
sorry if that was a bit long but i really got caught up.
Now that i've given u a slight peek at a bit of my nature...
My girlfriend would sleep over on weekends or whenever she doesn't have work the next day majority of the times, sex is great, and i'm not being bias here, if any of u have been to Barbados during Crop Over and see how the ladies dance and slow grind you already got the picture. Anyways, we've started exploring different things... BDSM i think it is, on a small scale... toys both for her and myself, we've tried anal for the first time last week and damn it was lovely. We're even considering including a 3rd, male or female, in our lil bouts of fun. I'm generally the one who would buy the lingerie, buy the sex toys, the porn, basically i initiate stuff. Now last night she woke up in the middle of the night to my tongue pleasing her, and she joked about me being her own personal sexual predator, her own lil sex addict
Now i know she didn't mean anything by it except that i am always finding some sexual way to entice and seduce her, but her words did stay in my head and it caused me to examine myself very clearly, so i'm asking u, my new friends here is something wrong with me for wanting to have sex so much? i mean the moment i cum if i don't stay hard i lick her or she does me til i get back up, and yes i jerk off about every day just thinking about her, i mean i watch porn and read erotica but i'm always thinking about her, either imagining it was her or that she was with me at the moment, even when i'm not really in the mood and i see her i would get hard for no reason at some of the most awkward times... sex to the point where i have to call in a sick day or go in late cuz I can't move in the morning unless its to get more... even now as i type this my thoughts are getting cloudy cuz i'm thinking.... " damn sure hopes she comes over tonight.... I wanna feel her around my cock"
Now is it that i love her so much? Or is something else wrong with me?
sorry if that was a bit long but i really got caught up.
