xMorganx
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Is it sad when you cannot get over your VERY first love?
When i was in kindergarten we moved from my happy home in kansas city to Des moines Iowa. I was halfway through Kindergarten and really shy. I had to work hard to make most of my friends. And soon into first grade i had my first crush. Of course like me so did every other girl i my class. The problem was, was that i was the smart girl in class. Not the pretty or the athletic one. The one who always got A's and was the bar setter through out school. My crush lasted all through elementry school. All i ever wanted was for him to kiss me. Then when i finally got up the courrage to ask out my mr. perfect to the sixth grade dance my dad said we were moving away. I was pretty devistated. What was great was that there were frequent visits home to see my friends which ment my crush.
It seemed that we became closer over our high school years with emails and phone calls it was more like he was my best friend then a boyfriend. and even though i still was in love with him as much as i was in the 1st grade i grew to know him as a person. When we went to college mine in California his in iowa we grew far apart.
Last summer i told this to my roomate and she said "it is pretty sad that you can't get over a schoolgirl crush" I was pretty thrown about that. Was my feelings for him just a petty crush, or were they real like my heart told me.
Fast forward to christmas. the words of my roomie still on my mind. My crush and i caught up at a friend's party and started to hit it off right away since then we have formed a relationship. a real one complete with unexpected flowers and sweet anwsering machine messages.
When he came to california over the weekend we finally decided see what could happen and my 4 months of celibacy is now over.
I'd just like to say HA to my roomate, b/c it wasn't a school girl crush. and just to give you all somthing nice to read tonite. a little silly and romantic, yes but think about it.
Is there someone that you never got over and do you wonder if they never got over you?
When i was in kindergarten we moved from my happy home in kansas city to Des moines Iowa. I was halfway through Kindergarten and really shy. I had to work hard to make most of my friends. And soon into first grade i had my first crush. Of course like me so did every other girl i my class. The problem was, was that i was the smart girl in class. Not the pretty or the athletic one. The one who always got A's and was the bar setter through out school. My crush lasted all through elementry school. All i ever wanted was for him to kiss me. Then when i finally got up the courrage to ask out my mr. perfect to the sixth grade dance my dad said we were moving away. I was pretty devistated. What was great was that there were frequent visits home to see my friends which ment my crush.
It seemed that we became closer over our high school years with emails and phone calls it was more like he was my best friend then a boyfriend. and even though i still was in love with him as much as i was in the 1st grade i grew to know him as a person. When we went to college mine in California his in iowa we grew far apart.
Last summer i told this to my roomate and she said "it is pretty sad that you can't get over a schoolgirl crush" I was pretty thrown about that. Was my feelings for him just a petty crush, or were they real like my heart told me.
Fast forward to christmas. the words of my roomie still on my mind. My crush and i caught up at a friend's party and started to hit it off right away since then we have formed a relationship. a real one complete with unexpected flowers and sweet anwsering machine messages.
When he came to california over the weekend we finally decided see what could happen and my 4 months of celibacy is now over.
I'd just like to say HA to my roomate, b/c it wasn't a school girl crush. and just to give you all somthing nice to read tonite. a little silly and romantic, yes but think about it.
Is there someone that you never got over and do you wonder if they never got over you?
