Greetings,
i was referred to this site by a member of the list (thank You Sir) He suggested i come and read and post and such, lol. i wanted to introduce myself before i just go off on some off on some
tangent, lol Hailing from Northern Lower Michiagn i am a 44 yr young submissive female
Recently separated, living on my own and enjoying life. i discovered my first taste of the lifestyle online actually, being a "newbie" on the computer, getting brave one night on IRC and popping into a few channels. i was immediately hooked
it took probably two years after that before i have my first real life experience. It was incredible!!! Then i KNEW i was totally hooked. Granted i have had a couple "bad" experiences but i dealt with them and moved on. i feel i am in a "better place" in my life now.
i guess my question is this............i have recently discovered, (with the help of a wonderful man) my Dominance...i always thought i knew who and what i was......now i am not sure
there is a bit of an odd history between this man and myself, not a long history, but a confusing one, lol. i am not even sure if i am making sense. This is a man that i would do anything for..........and i think i have by seeking my Domme tendencies. my problem is.........i lack the experience. i think i need to find someone who can help me, either online or real life, learn how to be a good Domme. i know this will probably start a thread of there is no way to "learn" it is a natural act. and i do understand that......i know i have alot of Domme in me........even though the submissive is more of who i am, but........what is a Dominant submissive to do?
i can elaborate more on things as the thread progresses if need be, he likes extreme, i KNOW i have it in me, the times we have "played" with me in control were wonderful.......and i want more, i just want to do it right, and i know there is
no right or wrong way, i guess i am just asking for input here And if there are any Dommes out there that may be able to help me reach my full "potential" thank you A/all for putting up with this, hopefully somewhere in here it makes sense.
be well
~k~
i was referred to this site by a member of the list (thank You Sir) He suggested i come and read and post and such, lol. i wanted to introduce myself before i just go off on some off on some
tangent, lol Hailing from Northern Lower Michiagn i am a 44 yr young submissive female
Recently separated, living on my own and enjoying life. i discovered my first taste of the lifestyle online actually, being a "newbie" on the computer, getting brave one night on IRC and popping into a few channels. i was immediately hooked
it took probably two years after that before i have my first real life experience. It was incredible!!! Then i KNEW i was totally hooked. Granted i have had a couple "bad" experiences but i dealt with them and moved on. i feel i am in a "better place" in my life now. i guess my question is this............i have recently discovered, (with the help of a wonderful man) my Dominance...i always thought i knew who and what i was......now i am not sure
there is a bit of an odd history between this man and myself, not a long history, but a confusing one, lol. i am not even sure if i am making sense. This is a man that i would do anything for..........and i think i have by seeking my Domme tendencies. my problem is.........i lack the experience. i think i need to find someone who can help me, either online or real life, learn how to be a good Domme. i know this will probably start a thread of there is no way to "learn" it is a natural act. and i do understand that......i know i have alot of Domme in me........even though the submissive is more of who i am, but........what is a Dominant submissive to do?
i can elaborate more on things as the thread progresses if need be, he likes extreme, i KNOW i have it in me, the times we have "played" with me in control were wonderful.......and i want more, i just want to do it right, and i know there is
no right or wrong way, i guess i am just asking for input here
And if there are any Dommes out there that may be able to help me reach my full "potential" thank you A/all for putting up with this, hopefully somewhere in here it makes sense.be well
~k~
