FilthyBongWater
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I'm in my early-mid 20s and am in a loving relationship with the older white man of my dreams. I'm bi but white dick holds a special place in my heart
(and orifices).
My boyfriend is very youthful and playful, my favourite things about him. I never really think about the 15 year age gap - that is, until I occasionally wish he grew his hair out so I could pull on it while he eats me out! His shaved head is what initially drew me in anyway.
I've always struggled getting the attention of white boys my age, despite having spent lots of time with them. Many of the ones who gave me any of their attention did not treat me right (but I greatly attribute that to my lack of experience and strict/horrible upbringing causing me to be desperate for a good few years).
These factors have led me to ponder and dwell on a few things.
What are everyone's experiences here?
My boyfriend is very youthful and playful, my favourite things about him. I never really think about the 15 year age gap - that is, until I occasionally wish he grew his hair out so I could pull on it while he eats me out! His shaved head is what initially drew me in anyway.
I've always struggled getting the attention of white boys my age, despite having spent lots of time with them. Many of the ones who gave me any of their attention did not treat me right (but I greatly attribute that to my lack of experience and strict/horrible upbringing causing me to be desperate for a good few years).
These factors have led me to ponder and dwell on a few things.
- Is it generally the case that people try dating other skin colours/races after some experience of dating their own? I.e. they'd date people of their own race in their twenties, then potentially branch out later on?
- I find myself constantly wondering if my boyfriend would have been attracted to me when he was in his early-mid twenties. Looking at his old photos, I saw he was a massive heart-throb, and I've fallen in love with his younger self too... it almost feels like cheating! LOL. He told me he used to watch interracial porn back in the day (he doesn't watch porn anymore), but what you watch and what you go for in real life can be two different things. All of his old photos are with very pretty, very blonde women.
- There is no shortage of older men who wouldn't go after a younger woman like me, and while I do love my boyfriend dearly, part of me wishes I could grab the attention of guys my age for once too.
What are everyone's experiences here?