Sinceresub
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- Sep 10, 2022
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I had to have a couple beers to spill this all out as exposing myself is embarrassing and makes me a bit nervous
I would like to find someone real to submit to or be friends with for real in person. But if nothing else an online person would be ok and perhaps if you're a voyeur helping me with meeting someone real and watching whatever you want to see.
I am primarily seeking females (even lesbians as id been friends with a butch stud once and she was great), trans people and couples. I am not seeking men alone to speak with because from my experience they are very impatient, impersonal, crude in a negative way, and in general just not who I want to talk with
I've posted here before but I've come to realize this aching deep seeded need to submit is becoming too great to simply deal with. It isn't a want, it's a need. It's constantly on my mind and I have no illusions about it. I simply need terribly to be used.
I am expecting nothing from you. I'm not interested in what I want, I only care about what they want. Even if I didn't like it I'd still enjoy pleasing them. Aside from a few hard limits they could ask, tell or push me to do any dirty, kinky, depraved, taboo thing they want. It's like a desperate deep seeded aching knot inside me that never goes away.
When I say inexperienced I mean I hadn't really been with anyone.
I am quite sincere and very real. Unless things just don't work out I don't really want a one time thing or something impersonal.
My whole life the ones i'd been attracted to and drawn to have something about them most don't. A look in their eyes maybe, I don't know, I can't explain it really. But they bring out feelings in me most don't. They make me feel shy, nervous, intimidated, embarrassed, and ummmmmmm VERY submissive. I mean I love those feelings, a lot, but because of those feelings I can't approach them so I haven't exactly well..........been with anyone so to speak.
I'd dated quite a few women. We had fun and such but it never went anywhere. Would just fizzle out and we would be friends. They didn't bring out those feelings. This isn't a fly by night idea. I'd been this way since I was younger. Did a lot of reading, looking, chatting, etc. I met one dominant woman once for a drink and not much happened but it was enough to tell me I needed more, a lot more, hopefully more than I can handle.
My hard limits are no one under 18, no drugs, no money or gifts involved, no vomit or shit play, nothing physically damaging on purpose like cutting. That's it
I hope to find someone to help me turn this desperation to be used.
Have a good day.
I would like to find someone real to submit to or be friends with for real in person. But if nothing else an online person would be ok and perhaps if you're a voyeur helping me with meeting someone real and watching whatever you want to see.
I am primarily seeking females (even lesbians as id been friends with a butch stud once and she was great), trans people and couples. I am not seeking men alone to speak with because from my experience they are very impatient, impersonal, crude in a negative way, and in general just not who I want to talk with
I've posted here before but I've come to realize this aching deep seeded need to submit is becoming too great to simply deal with. It isn't a want, it's a need. It's constantly on my mind and I have no illusions about it. I simply need terribly to be used.
I am expecting nothing from you. I'm not interested in what I want, I only care about what they want. Even if I didn't like it I'd still enjoy pleasing them. Aside from a few hard limits they could ask, tell or push me to do any dirty, kinky, depraved, taboo thing they want. It's like a desperate deep seeded aching knot inside me that never goes away.
When I say inexperienced I mean I hadn't really been with anyone.
I am quite sincere and very real. Unless things just don't work out I don't really want a one time thing or something impersonal.
My whole life the ones i'd been attracted to and drawn to have something about them most don't. A look in their eyes maybe, I don't know, I can't explain it really. But they bring out feelings in me most don't. They make me feel shy, nervous, intimidated, embarrassed, and ummmmmmm VERY submissive. I mean I love those feelings, a lot, but because of those feelings I can't approach them so I haven't exactly well..........been with anyone so to speak.
I'd dated quite a few women. We had fun and such but it never went anywhere. Would just fizzle out and we would be friends. They didn't bring out those feelings. This isn't a fly by night idea. I'd been this way since I was younger. Did a lot of reading, looking, chatting, etc. I met one dominant woman once for a drink and not much happened but it was enough to tell me I needed more, a lot more, hopefully more than I can handle.
My hard limits are no one under 18, no drugs, no money or gifts involved, no vomit or shit play, nothing physically damaging on purpose like cutting. That's it
I hope to find someone to help me turn this desperation to be used.
Have a good day.
