robynwildchild
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Nov 22, 2004
- Posts
- 172
in the sea of today
in my inebriated skull
i drink
solitude
like an elixer
born of the gods
i feel comforted by my own abilities
and find myself weakened
i am lost
in my affection
my addiction
my exposure
that i will so openly have only you see
crush what i have left said
what is worse than that than what is real
i can't succomb to anything else
without a snarling fierociousity
and this is where i tell you
that i hate you
that i can not form the words to express it
so i hate myself instead
my death will be the sorrow of a million desires left unchecked
my love is but a hand kissed in a final goodbye
i love you
and having said that
i can't give anything else
but my own fatalistic corruption of the fact
this knowledge of how much
i desire your whole being
holds me captive
and molds my future in the clay
for all eternity
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**disclaimer: i'd just like to share my expression. i'm not of formal written poetry styles or forms. i don't conform and i won't conform. yet, any form of comment towards what you think of what i write is always welcome. i don't need you to kiss my ass or be mean, but you have the freedom of choice to respond as you wish. And as always with love, thank you for your interest ahead of time.
in my inebriated skull
i drink
solitude
like an elixer
born of the gods
i feel comforted by my own abilities
and find myself weakened
i am lost
in my affection
my addiction
my exposure
that i will so openly have only you see
crush what i have left said
what is worse than that than what is real
i can't succomb to anything else
without a snarling fierociousity
and this is where i tell you
that i hate you
that i can not form the words to express it
so i hate myself instead
my death will be the sorrow of a million desires left unchecked
my love is but a hand kissed in a final goodbye
i love you
and having said that
i can't give anything else
but my own fatalistic corruption of the fact
this knowledge of how much
i desire your whole being
holds me captive
and molds my future in the clay
for all eternity
-----------------
**disclaimer: i'd just like to share my expression. i'm not of formal written poetry styles or forms. i don't conform and i won't conform. yet, any form of comment towards what you think of what i write is always welcome. i don't need you to kiss my ass or be mean, but you have the freedom of choice to respond as you wish. And as always with love, thank you for your interest ahead of time.
