MissLusty
Really Experienced
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- Dec 13, 2003
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This first para is thought of Eva's
Eva
My first thought upon waking was that I hurt, every bone, every muscle and stretch of flesh ached with the pain of a thousand daggers.
I was disoriented, my surroundings were unfamiliar, foreign. At least at first.
But then, I started to remember, quick lightning flashes, walking to a restaurant, meeting a friend, shy glances at a guy across the room.
Then leaving, not alone, an apartment...this one? Writhing bodies, gasps, naked skin, heat, teeth and then blood. So much of it pouring....into my mouth?
No that couldn't be right.
I crawled off the bed, steadying myself as my legs gave way.
I felt,strangly, almost newly born. An infant taking its first steps in the world.
For half an hour I stood there, eyes focusing, mind clearing.
Eventually I started to notice things. I was cold, so very cold, by flesh felt ultra sensitive, the slightest touch provoking powerful responses.
I waited for what seemed like hours, for the guy to re-appear. To explain to me what happened. My mind has an idea, but I can't allow myself to believe it. There was no such thing. And even if there was I couldn't be one of them.
Could I?
Eventually I concluded that he wasn't coming back.
So I stood at the windows looking out upon the city, thinking both nothing and everything. Wondering how many vampires might be out there and where were they?
It's been two nights since I awoke, alone, changed for eternity. Two nights of confusion, guilt and fear.
I don't know how to survive like this, how to blend in. Except for those times when the hunger becomes too much I stay enclosed in my apartment, isolated. Safe.
It wasn't until later that night that I realized how untrue that turned out to be.
Eva
My first thought upon waking was that I hurt, every bone, every muscle and stretch of flesh ached with the pain of a thousand daggers.
I was disoriented, my surroundings were unfamiliar, foreign. At least at first.
But then, I started to remember, quick lightning flashes, walking to a restaurant, meeting a friend, shy glances at a guy across the room.
Then leaving, not alone, an apartment...this one? Writhing bodies, gasps, naked skin, heat, teeth and then blood. So much of it pouring....into my mouth?
No that couldn't be right.
I crawled off the bed, steadying myself as my legs gave way.
I felt,strangly, almost newly born. An infant taking its first steps in the world.
For half an hour I stood there, eyes focusing, mind clearing.
Eventually I started to notice things. I was cold, so very cold, by flesh felt ultra sensitive, the slightest touch provoking powerful responses.
I waited for what seemed like hours, for the guy to re-appear. To explain to me what happened. My mind has an idea, but I can't allow myself to believe it. There was no such thing. And even if there was I couldn't be one of them.
Could I?
Eventually I concluded that he wasn't coming back.
So I stood at the windows looking out upon the city, thinking both nothing and everything. Wondering how many vampires might be out there and where were they?
It's been two nights since I awoke, alone, changed for eternity. Two nights of confusion, guilt and fear.
I don't know how to survive like this, how to blend in. Except for those times when the hunger becomes too much I stay enclosed in my apartment, isolated. Safe.
It wasn't until later that night that I realized how untrue that turned out to be.