I'm taking a break

[TheBlackDahlia]

At this moment, I've decided that I don't want to classify myself in this manner. The truth is I've never even been in a serious relationship, though I've dated a couple of times and it never led to much. Right now, I have too much on my mind for me to even be thinking about this stuff. I'm confused and disappointed in myself. I'm not becoming the person I want to become, and I feel so distant from the friends that I really missed over the summer. Relationship-wise, these past couple of years have brought me nothing but hurt and frustration. I'm not sure if 'B' even cares about me anymore. And I feel like I can't completely move on until I find out what he's thinking and we totally resolve this matter.

I need to take some time to figure everything out, to be selfish and just focus on making myself happy. I also need to focus on the friends that I have with in reach, those who I came back hoping to spend time with, but haven't so far. I have no doubt in my mind that my tendencies lean toward this lifestyle, in fact I embrace it completely. But I need a short break from it to concentrate on all the other aspects of my life.

Thank you so much to everyone for welcoming me into this site. You are the kindest and most inviting group of people I ever came across.

~TheBlackDahlia

 

[reignophelia]

Well you've been a pleasure dear. Good luck to you, and please don't be a complete stranger. I think we can all relate.



-Ophelia

 

[Luvkitty33]

I'm sad to hear that you're taking a break and won't be around for awhile, but I certainly understand your reasons. I hope that you won't be gone too long, and that while you are gone, you find what you're looking for and work through the things you want to work through. I've enjoyed getting to know you a bit and hope that will continue when you come back. Take care of you, and know that you'll be missed.

HUGS

 

[doveofserenity]

Dahlia,

You will be missed here, as you do have friends here; also. Don't stay away long, but get yourself back to who you really are. That is most important.

Hugs

 

[nh23]

I completely understand your need to take a break from Lit. I've done that myself for short time periods. I hope you resolve the problems you are having right now and come back to us. *Hugs*