I'm hosting a pity party!!

[Allexus_TN]

And everyone is invited! I feel utterly alone, with the exception of Kitte today. I think everything has just come to a head, not to mention wicked PMS. Seems my friends have slowly dropped me, and I have been in denial. One announced on her wedding web site that I'm just her "comic relief" while our other mutual friend is her "shining star." That's just the tip of the iceberg of the list of ways she has hurt me recently. Then that mutual friend has condensed me over and over, telling me that the things I am going thru would be difficult even for "normal" people. Another friend lies to me whenever her mouth is open. And even my own husband has shown he has no faith in my abilities at this job I've had for a month. Besides Kitte, right now, there really is no one else I can go to.

Anyone else need to wallow?

 

[Kitte]

Im not wallowing...but I am ALWAYS here when you need to wallow. I love you baby!

 

[Allexus_TN]

Im not wallowing...but I am ALWAYS here when you need to wallow. I love you baby!

Thanks hon. I know you are, and that has kept me going today. I just took a vistaril on top of my other sleep med and soon will be in la-la land.

I hope.

 

[Kitte]

Dream of me!

 

[Allexus_TN]

Dream of me!

You're certainly on the list...IF the drugs let me remember the dreams.

 

[Eagle70]

<hugs> i'm ALWAYS here for you darlin...i'll help you get through it

 

[Allexus_TN]

<hugs> i'm ALWAYS here for you darlin...i'll help you get through it

Thank you love! You know the same applies for you.

 

[thumbs2_ca]

Hi Alexus

I know words cannot help much but I have a shoulder and ear if you need to vent.
*Hugs as well*

 

[Allexus_TN]

Re: Hi Alexus

I know words cannot help much but I have a shoulder and ear if you need to vent.
*Hugs as well*

Thanks thumbs. That helps to know. Very much.

 

[Nora]

I'll bring the ice cream and chocolate, but someone else's gotta spring for the booze. I'm too broke.

 

[calypso_21]

And everyone is invited! I feel utterly alone, with the exception of Kitte today. I think everything has just come to a head, not to mention wicked PMS. Seems my friends have slowly dropped me, and I have been in denial. One announced on her wedding web site that I'm just her "comic relief" while our other mutual friend is her "shining star." That's just the tip of the iceberg of the list of ways she has hurt me recently. Then that mutual friend has condensed me over and over, telling me that the things I am going thru would be difficult even for "normal" people. Another friend lies to me whenever her mouth is open. And even my own husband has shown he has no faith in my abilities at this job I've had for a month. Besides Kitte, right now, there really is no one else I can go to.

Anyone else need to wallow?

I wallowed on Sunday, but am more than willing to keep ya company!! I can really sympathize...must be an epidemic, everyone seems to have pms right now.

Wallow away, you are with friends.

 

[Ezzie]

I've got the beer and hard liquor. Drink up... *Cheers*

 

[Ms_Lilith]

*hugs, Allexus*
I can't be there in person, and I'm too broke to bring booze, but I'll make you a pretty card with construction paper and glue, and I'll give you a kickass massage... full body, dear, so your tensions will pour from you.

 

[Allexus_TN]

Thank you all! Its so good to know that someone does care after all. **drinks all the booze**

 

[nasty1]

What? Ya mean I don't do enough wallowing?

 

[Allexus_TN]

Everyone gets a turn to wallow at my party!!

 

[nasty1]

Alright...WHY was I born with Spina Bifida? Why, because of said spinal injury, did I NOT go through "Normal" sexual development? WHY...WHY...WHY? WHY is my boyfriend not home, even though he said he was gonna be home, YESTERDAY?

 

[Rambrat]

*puts arm around you*

you know darlin' their loss...

 

[juicygirl]

I've been wallowing for a while, but since I know how its going to end I will wallow no more forever. Allexus sweety big hugs and kisses to you, the people who mentioned ceptin Kitty obviously aren't very good friends if they are friends at all -- so screw 'im. Sorry, but what they did sounded really nasty.


Big Hugs and plenty of booze!

 

[Allexus_TN]

*puts arm around you*

you know darlin' their loss...

Its what I'm trying to tell myself hon. Even after I just made 37 phone calls for one of the girl's bridal shower. I bend over backwards, for nothing. **where did my Vistaril go???**

 

[Rambrat]

Its what I'm trying to tell myself hon. Even after I just made 37 phone calls for one of the girl's bridal shower. I bend over backwards, for nothing. **where did my Vistaril go???**

You know what...FUCK THEM! Sorry.
I'll have a drink with you beautiful...

 

[Allexus_TN]

You know what...FUCK THEM! Sorry.
I'll have a drink with you beautiful...

I know hon. I should say that. But I always try to be a good friend. I think that when this wedding is over, 2 of those "friends" will be hearing a lot less from me. I have to play nice until the wedding.
As for the other girl...I might just "lose" her phone number.

Thanks to juicygirl too. It helps that others know what I feel like right now.

 

[Guest]

allexus

i can understand how you feel just when you think you have good friends you find out that maybe you dont , i am sure you have lots of friends here at lit , i have not been on too long and have told about whats happining in my life , its almost unbelievable how many people here care alot . big hugs for you!!!

 

[Silverluna]

When so called friends show their ugly heads

I know very much what you might be going through...I don't make friends very easily...and when I do actually make one or two...it's a joyful thing...but well...for some odd reason...they really turned into demonic bitches in the span of about 4 months...Very immature...but it still hurt...more than I had first thought. It's true when they say events of the past can and do have a direct effect on your future. I reckon you can take this as a good thing...or a bad thing....For me it was a bad one...(I made it bad) I believed that since I was wrong about these "friends" that maybe I am wrong about the friends I have made since then.....Madness...heh.

*humblely offers a pint of Ice Cream*
May you not make my mistake....

 

[rider]

Triple chocolate chunk Brownies anyone?

Allexus, we are here for you. Here, have a brownie with that booze. {{HUG}}