I'm going to vent

[PacificBlue]

I've been walking around with a bug up my ass for the last 24 hours and I'm getting fed up with myself. I've got better things to do other than to sit and stew.

Here's my bug... I stayed home from work yesterday. I had the worst stomach ache I've had in a long while caused by the migraine that is still racking my brain most likely caused by the black floaters I'm seeing in my left eye.

My point... I didn't feel well. I was supposed to go to an event last night. I called to cancel, explained my situation. I got an incredible guilt trip and then it was insinuated that I was lying and if I was I should just say so. I had no idea what to say...I was hurt. I am still hurt. I realized that the people I've put so much faith in don't have faith in me. I feel incredibly alone. I got myself out of bed, showered and drove (not something I should have done) to get what was needed to the place it was needed and then turned around and came home. What was needed wasn't THAT important. Later, I got a phone call telling me how beautiful 'the gift' was that I had dropped off...blah, blah, blah... hope your feeling better...no more guilt, no apology. There won't ever be one either. If I bring up the subject...somehow it will get turned around to something I didn't do, my tone of voice, blah, blah, blah. I never get an apology. I get more guilt.

I went back to work today, head still hurting, I no sooner sat down at my desk..."How are you feeling? You look like you still hurt... before I had a chance to answer... I need this, this, this, this, this, and this as soon as you can possibly get it, OK?

I'm tired and I need a hug.

 

[Azwed]

(((( PacificBlue)))))

And snuggles lots and lots of snuggles.

Can you just tell these people to fuck themslves with a large steel studded dildo or is that not an option?

 

[PacificBlue]

(((( PacificBlue)))))

And snuggles lots and lots of snuggles.

Can you just tell these people to fuck themslves with a large steel studded dildo or is that not an option?

Thank you. {{{{Hugging Back}}}}

No, that isn't an option (funny though) and I'm going to need to just drop it and move on.

 

[pipercatt]

((((Pacific Blue))))))

Migraines are the worst. I totally empathize with your situation.

 

[Ice Cold]

(((((PB))))) wishing I had some Imitrax to slip you.

 

[patient1]

I am so jealous of that bug, Blue.
& I'm so sorry for your migraine. Sinus headaches are all I know.
Aren't migraines triggered by diet- grain gluten or something?


Have a hug


(((((Pacific Blue)))))

 

[stargazer]

Extra-strength hugs and kisses to you.

If you need to, take another day and get well; you deserve it.

 

[PacificBlue]

(((((PB))))) wishing I had some Imitrax to slip you.

That would be appreciated. I have a Dr.'s appt. in the morning, so hopefully they will be able to help with the pain. Right now it has settled to a dull ache, so maybe it's going away finally.

 

[T.H. Oughts]

Sending Hugs

I hate migraines, I get them also......

 

[PacificBlue]

I am so jealous of that bug, Blue.
& I'm so sorry for your migraine. Sinus headaches are all I know.
Aren't migraines triggered by diet- grain gluten or something?


Have a hug


(((((Pacific Blue)))))

*blush*


I'm thinking sinus myself as that's where I'm feeling the pain the most. I'm a little stumped by the black floaters...I've had those since Saturday. *shrugs* I have an appt. tomorrow to figure it out. Tylenol, advil, and excedrin migrane haven't worked...it's time for some other help.

{{{Hugging Back}}}

 

[nasty1]

*HUGS PB*I've been lucky enough only to get a single migraine, but, I still remember the extreme pain of it. THey REALLY hurt. Feel better.

 

[PacificBlue]

{{{Hugs}}} to Pippercatt and Stargazer.

 

[Azwed]

Thank you. {{{{Hugging Back}}}}

No, that isn't an option (funny though) and I'm going to need to just drop it and move on.

Oh it is always an option you just have to wait till the right time. Sometime you will probably end up moving out of the area or something and you will hopefuly never see these pathetic fucks again. Thats when you send them letters and leave call them telling them that they are pathetic worthless fucks.