I'm doing that wallowing in self-pity why me thing again. I need some mud.

[KillerMuffin]

I really don't like me very much when I'm like this. I'm sorry if I abuse any one.

I need my truck and I need some mud. *sigh*

 

[Xander]

Hmmmm let's see....

Truck....Dodge.....V12....check
Mud.......dark brown.....Missisipi style...Check

Okay, and where would ya' like have it delivered mam'???

 

[Mackdaddy_74]

Sorry to here it,KillerMuffin.The only mud we have had here latley is during low tide,and you don't want to get into that mud.My truck wouldn't do much for you either.

 

[Laurel]

I like you when you're like this. If we could get a camera and another girl in a bikini, we could sell tickets to your mud-wallowing and make some fat cash.

 

[R Nitelight]

KillerMuffin

I don't know about your truck, but mud should be easier to find after the election.

 

[Cheri]

From one wallowing person to another, have at it girl and smash something for me too!

 

[Mackdaddy_74]

I like you when you're like this. If we could get a camera and another girl in a bikini, we could sell tickets to your mud-wallowing and make some fat cash.

I have ten dollars on K.M.,getting the rights to the pay per view as we speak.

 

[Expertise]

Feel free

You knock your self out wallowing in it, wrestling in it, or "bogging" in it. Or any other "unmentionable" thing you want to do in it

I am just glad to see that there are relatively few slinging it here anymore.

 

[Naked Hunny]

Aww Muff you wanna cum jeepin up on the mountain with the neighbor and I tomorrow?

 

[kathy stl]

Well Muffin, you didn't say why you are wallowing but am sure it's a real deal. Just read a few posts a mine in the last hour and you can see I'm so deep in the pity wallow I need a back hoe ta get me out.

Much comfort offered.

 

[Nicole]

Me too Muffin Me too

Okay I'll get in the Mud with you if you like.

I'm feeling lonely and depressed right now so I'm staying away from anyone I might wanna flame you know.

(((((((((((((((((((KM)))))))))))))))))))) I hear ya sista.

 

[Mackdaddy_74]

Ladies come here and let me give y'all a hug.

 

[lala]

hey! it's pretty easy to make a mud pit, and then we can do mud wrestling! muff, hope you don't get mad if your bikini comes off "accidentally"! and be careful, all those voyeurs out there are gonna be doin' some http://cgi.tripod.com/smilecwm/cgi-bin/s/dvv/cwmstone.gif spankin'!

much love, big hugs!

 

[forgetunome]

Killermuffin...

I have found you some mud...

http://www.bitchfight.com/messywrestling11.gif

Hope you are feeling better by now!

 

[Gingersnap]

Approaching with both hands in plain view......

Killer perhaps it is time to have your antidepressants adjusted espicially if you are one of the millions who suffers from SAD. Being irritable is often one of the first signs of deepening depression.

Backing up now and making no sudden moves.

 

[Earthmuffin]

I'll put the towels in the dryer for when you're done playing in the mud KM. Big hugs. Um, I'll take the left over Chevy truck guys, really! Fords HATE this Muffin.

 

[lala]

i'm a GMC girl myself, in fact,... here is mine http://cgi.tripod.com/smilecwm/cgi-bin/s/drowned/blazer-gray.gif or how 'bout http://cgi.tripod.com/smilecwm/cgi-bin/s/drowned/tank.gif

 

[KillerMuffin]

(((((((all ya'll)))))))))

I'm wallowing in self pity today cause I have epilepsy. It's a funk I don't get into very often cause most of the time I can deal, but once in while it smacks me in the face that I can't "do" so much anymore. Even though I know I can do just about anything I want to.

The doc won't give me anti-depressants Ginger darlin. I'm already on Depakote 1250mg/day and Neurontin 900mg/day. My last valproic level was 136, but they tell me that's okay since I'm not dying. I'm just gaining weight, losing my hair, and still having seizures. No, they won't change my medication, at least not yet. Not til I go to Madison Wisconsin to the epilepsy unit there. *sigh*

I'm being so nasty to everyone today, I wish I could stop. No, it's not PMS, that just passed two days ago. It's all LifeIsn'tFairItis.

 

[Cheyenne]

Not til I go to Madison Wisconsin to the epilepsy unit there.

Madison is a great city! You'd be within shoutin distance of me.

I'm also in a wallow in the mud kind of mood today- a cyber relationship that took a turn for the worst and is on its deathbed. No matter who wins the damn election, I'll always think of it as the day that something good ended in my life. So move on over in that mud pit and make room for some of the rest of us.

 

[KillerMuffin]

Maybe one of those nice warm bubbling spa style mudpits complete with servants. Care to join me in a soak?

 

[Cheyenne]

Can I just slide under the mud and suffocate?

 

[KillerMuffin]

Only if I can join you.

 

[Cheyenne]

I don't think cheering each other up is working.

 

[Gingersnap]

Killer so sorry to hear about your seiures. Damn it fucking stinks!!!! How about you come up here instead and we can cool our heels on the railing of my cabin and watch the lake. I know some people who have gone to Mayo's for "diet therapy" to control seizures and have done well after it. I will be praying for you . Let me know if I can help or even if you just want to scream.

 

[kathy stl]

Killer, I am not buttin in your life, but silly as it sounds, I use what they call a bright light or a SAD light. Sit in front of it for half hour a day. It may seem stupo but it helps lift your mood. No side effects. BioLight 800-222-DAWN (and no, I don get a commission).