I know that I am a nympho, but I don't want anybody's help for my "problem". I lead a very, very busy, stressful worklife, so I believe that sex is just my body's way of healing itself from the toll of my fast-paced life. Why do I think I'm a nympho ? Partly because I immerse myself in fantasies all day long, and partly because I drain every sexual partner I prey on. For instance, I totally drain my boyfriend on every one of our infrequent couplings, even though he is an awesome lover. In the past several months, I found a girlfriend at the law library where I spend so much of my time, just to get a sex fix almost every day. But even she always seems to beg me to stop just when it's getting good for me: but I crave so much more than that. Sex in our circumstances is too brief, too confined, too animalistic. It's worse that the huge firm where I work has so many interesting, very pretty women, and some very hot ones (all the men are druids, except for the gays), but an office affair would be worse than suicide for my career. To compensate, I let some of these women play leading roles in my fantasies: and I am forever creating new fantasies. In a cross-town taxi ride, I probably formulate ten or twelve complete different fantasies. Then, in the library, or eating lunch, or touching up my makeup, I expand and complicate every one of them. Often, the tension overwhelms me. For those few times in the week, which I scrupilously limit to the absolute minimum, I submit myself to the cold, impersonal relief gained from a vibrator. Obviously, I'm paranoid about it ever getting discovered, so I got one that is incredibly tiny, with an even tinier battery. Since I can't stop myself until the battery is empty, it's the easiest way to curtail my wasted time. Of course, there's a good point to be made that I might waste even more time if I didn't have a toy to provide some temporary relief.
But this is not the sex life I ever wanted. I need a sustaining relationship, where sex is merely the dessert: a long weekend under the sheets with one or two partners, enjoying each other all day, all night, awake, asleep, eating, showering, whatever and whenever, offering unlimited access to our bodies for the enjoyment of others.
If you understand this oppressive tension under which I strain, or, like me, forego sleep because the elaborate fantasies in your head demand further development, then send me a PM to tell me about yourself. I'd love to put our thoughts together for a story, or just for us to enjoy together in our private intimacy. But be forewarned......I am so busy that my time at this forum is wildly unpredictable and rare. Let's face it.......my primary objective is to get laid, not to write or talk about it.....so I come here as a last resort.... probably the same as most of you too, huh?
By the way, since some of you have asked.....my profile picture is NOT me. It's my sister, and it was taken quite awhile ago. I put that up so that I could provide a sense of what I look like, without incriminating myself with a picture that would end my career. That's all the clues that I will provide.
But this is not the sex life I ever wanted. I need a sustaining relationship, where sex is merely the dessert: a long weekend under the sheets with one or two partners, enjoying each other all day, all night, awake, asleep, eating, showering, whatever and whenever, offering unlimited access to our bodies for the enjoyment of others.
If you understand this oppressive tension under which I strain, or, like me, forego sleep because the elaborate fantasies in your head demand further development, then send me a PM to tell me about yourself. I'd love to put our thoughts together for a story, or just for us to enjoy together in our private intimacy. But be forewarned......I am so busy that my time at this forum is wildly unpredictable and rare. Let's face it.......my primary objective is to get laid, not to write or talk about it.....so I come here as a last resort.... probably the same as most of you too, huh?
By the way, since some of you have asked.....my profile picture is NOT me. It's my sister, and it was taken quite awhile ago. I put that up so that I could provide a sense of what I look like, without incriminating myself with a picture that would end my career. That's all the clues that I will provide.