Addicted to my own pussy cum
Hello, I was wondering if an author could write a story based on my own perverted addictions
. I figured it would be interesting to see how much I can turn myself on by reading a story whose character is based on my own slutty self. You must be thinking I'm an imposter, but frankly speaking I have better things to do and it doesn't matter what you think I am, I just hope some of you talented writers can draw some inspiration from my idea and come up with something really 'juicy' . I have another reason for writing this, but I will talk about that later.
Hmm, where shall I start. I am 30 years old and I work as a CS assistant in a major networking company. I don't think it matters what I really look like, the author can create his own mental image of the fictional 'me'. So anyways, here is what the story is about, I'm not much of a writer so I'm really just conveying ideas and my background.
When I was 15 (and a really shy person), I learnt about the pleasures of masturbation from my girlfriends. I guess it was because I wasn't much of a looker so I didn't really attract a lot of guys, I was the typical bookworm type but I tried to hang out with the 'cooler' girls in a vain attempt to be more popular. I discovered that not only did I enjoy masturbation, I was absolutely hooked to it, something I wasn't too proud back then because I thought it was sinful. When I first started masturbating, I'd often cum about 3-4 times per day, twice in bed and twice in the day. I'd ask my friends jokingly how often do they masturbate everyday and most of them replied once or twice, though 1 of them (can't remember exactly now) said thrice on average, so I concluded that I was more or less 'normal'. The masturbation habit continued as I grew older, but when I reached the age of 24 or 25, something in me changed drastically.
I'm not sure if it was a hormonal thing that happens to all women or adults, but my sex drive sky rocketed when I was 24, and I mean that in a very abnormal way. Not only did I feel the urge to play with myself a lot more, but very often I'd feel aroused very soon after an orgasm, which of course meant I became a compulsive masturbator. I know this may be pretty common for a lot of people, but what's about to follow may not be convincing to a lot of people, but that doesn't matter, take it for what it's worth and I hope someone can write something good out of it.
As I was saying, I became a hardcore masturbator. I couldn't believe how horny I became, maybe it was the fact that I was already a compulsive masturbator when I was younger so it compounded the addiction when my sex drive got higher, I started fisting. But it doesn't stop there, not only was I helpless to my constant urges to play with myself, I discovered that.... well..... I was producing a lot more vaginal fluids than before, and I mean that in a very abnormal way once again. I found that if I didn't masturbate till I came whenver I felt the urge I'd very often end up with a pair of extremely soaked panties with my juices. To give you an idea, if I were to masturbate by stroking my clit while standing straight, my pussy would leak fluids down the inside of my legs, an orgasm would usually mean at least a small squirt of the sticky liquid depending on how intense the orgasm was.
Somewhere down the road, I got in the habit of licking the juices off my fingers, and that was when my true pervasion began. I was at work in my previous company, well it was more of a factory. And during lunch I'd almost always lock myself in a toilet cubicle and strip totally naked to get myself off (its a ritual i do everyday now...). One particular lunch break I was feeling especially horny and wet, the squishy sounds from my semi-fisting must have been audible in the entire toilet I figured. As I was nearing my orgasm, a few of my co-workers stepped into the toilet, a few must have been dolling themselves up right outside my cubicle by the mirrors while another entered one of the cubicles to my right (I was in the end cubicle). Now, what I'd normally do was was continue my masturbation at a slower and gentler pace to keep the noise down, I don't have a habit of just clit play to get an orgasm off so I'd normally fist or finger as well till I cum if you get what I mean. However since I was nearing my orgasm I really couldn't wait, I was so fucking wet and dripping it was like I had used half a tube of lube, well kind of, to give you an idea of how wet I get - I am not kidding.
Instinctively, I started sucking and licking (softly) the juices off my hands, I reached down into my pussy and slowly 'scooped' the cunt juices along the walls of my vagina. Picture 'cupping' your 4 fingers other than your thumb and digging your vaginal walls for the juices, that's what I mean by 'scooping'. As I've said above, I produce an abnormal amount of vaginal fluids, the first scoop produced a large serving of my sticky off-white cum. I have tasted my cum before but I wasn't particularly fond of it, but in that instant I was extremely hot and was just begging to orgasm, I needed to do it fast. Without thinking much of wiping it off the walls or something (no paper =/), I ate up the entire helping of my own cum. Right as I was sucking my right hand, I started scooping my pussy with my left in an attempt to 'empty' the excess juices. I remember causing some squishy noises on the 2nd scoop and got frightened a bit so I froze for a while heh, but resumed my cum eating after a while when I thought it was safe. I must have eaten about 3 or 4 scoops of cunt juice before I thought I was 'safe' to resume my masturbation, which I did to an intense orgasm that wet my thighs. I was standing with a leg up the toilet bowl then so some of my squirt wet the floor heh, I'm sure some of the ladies here know what i'm talking about.
That still remains as my most intense orgasm to date, but something profound happened to me that afternoon in that cubicle. I can't describe it, but that depraved act of eating my own cunt juices sent me into another zone that day. It felt nasty and sick, but somehow it made me feel really slutty and perverted, I guess that was what made my orgasm so intense. For those of you wondering, no my cunt juices doesn't taste particularly good, but it's not foul either. You can test it on your spouses or girlfriends, the 'clear' sticky liquid doesn't really taste like anything, musky at best. But if you were to get really wet or dig really deep, you can sometimes find the 'whiteish' juices, now that tastes a bit sweeter and more yummy, for me anyway.
Ever since that day, I have started to eat my cum on a regular basis, so much that it has become an addiction just like my masturbation. It just totally sends me into another zone when I do it, nowadays my lunch breaks would involve me stripping naked and squatting on the covered toilet seat to fist myself, in between scooping my pussy for some of that delicious cum. Somedays when I'm feeling naughty I'd buy a small packet of fruit salad and fist myself while squatting over the fruits, then I'd scoop out the juices from my pussy and let myself cum and squirt over the fruits before I eat them for lunch. To be honest, I am not exactly addicted to the cum itself, it's the 'act' of doing it that drives me crazy. Just last year I bought myself a mini vibrator thingy, it's kinda like a harness you velcro around your waist and at the front a thin adjustable stick with a rubber tip can be kinda positioned over your clit (yes it cost me $249). It's remote controlled (you do know a lot of toys are remote right?) so I turn it on just before a masturbation session, I'd make myself soaking wet and then excuse myself during work to help myself to a few servings of cum that I have deliberately 'built up'.
I sometimes think that I have lost it, but I find it really hard to resist the wicked urge of frenzied masturbating and cum eating. When I am home alone watching a movie on the couch, I am constantly playing with my pussy with a vibe to make myself wet (I don't really have to try hard..), instead of popcorn I now let my cum build up and I scoop out a nice large serving to snack on while watching a movie. When I am driving I will constantly finger fuck myself during red lights, on some leisure drives I'd actually stop over at a quiet corner for a nice fisting and a few servings of cum. In the shopping mall, I'd sometimes feel extremely slutty and find a lonely spot at one of the carpark stairs to scoop some cum. What I'd do is stand with my legs apart and bend them a little to a 'quarter-squat', then pull down my panties and alternate both my hands to scoop cum out to eat in a frenzied manner and 'empty' myself out before someone opens the door to the stairway exit. I'm usually wearing skirts when I am doing it of course, but that's about all I wear nowadays to make it easier for a helping.
I have gotten a lot more daring lately, whenever I am taking the lift alone I'd steal a quick scoop to get a quick cum snack, luckily I have not been caught in the act yet. At work during breaks I still strip naked in the cubicle for a nice masturbation session, nowadays I favor sitting back on the toilet seat in an half lying down position, with both legs along the walls kinda bent towards me. As you may know above, I like to let the juices build up before a cum eating session, lately what I enjoy doing is scooping out the LARGE initial serving of cum and sort let it drip along my body as I bring it to my mouth, it feels really sexy. I'd also bring a small plastic cup from the canteen, just before an orgasm I'd stand up in a half squat and place the cup right under my pussy to collect the squirt, I don't think you need me to tell you where that cum goes.
My weekends are usually the most perverted. Most weekends I'd be out with my boyfriend (more on him later) or colleagues, but the days that I'm home alone I'd get into really kinky fun. I'd be totally naked at home save for the harness vibrator, a leather collar, and a vibe dildo that is attached to a thigh band. And most of all, a metal spoon that is kinda tucked into my harness. I'd usually spend my weekends at home watching movies, listening to some music or doing the chores, all this while my vibes are on making me dripping wet. Whenever I have a crazving, I'd use the spoon and scoop inside my pussy for a sticky serving of girl cum. I found that I loved looking at myself in the mirror while I am doing this, seeing the depraved cum eating animal in the mirror pretty much sends me over the edge everytime. Of course, sometimes people would come knocking on my apartment, that's when i change into proper clothes.
**WARNING** Girls, if you want to try fisting or anything I have written here, please MAKE SURE YOUR HANDS ARE CLEAN. Thrice I have had to visit the doctor (very embarassing visits I must add) because I got something called an 'urinary tract infection', which was due to 'unhygienic' contact with my vagina according to the doc, well you get the idea. So now I always make sure my hands are clean and toys are sterilised. But some of you might already know that.
You must be wondering why I am writing all this and telling the world how demented I am. One reason I have stated above, so someone can write a juicy story out of my experiences. Another is that I have gotten to know a really good man last year and we have been going out, but I am not sure what he will think of my... 'hobbies'. I have no idea whom to seek advice from due to the embarassing nature of my sexual habits, so I figured perhaps I could get some advice from people here, anonymously. Do you think you can live with someone who acts like I do and accept her for what she is? And if he can't accept my actions should I change or am I not doing anything wrong? Personally I feel I am not causing any harm to anyone, but I understand how people might find my actions gross or sick.... Please let me know what you think.
Laura.
Hello, I was wondering if an author could write a story based on my own perverted addictions
. I figured it would be interesting to see how much I can turn myself on by reading a story whose character is based on my own slutty self. You must be thinking I'm an imposter, but frankly speaking I have better things to do and it doesn't matter what you think I am, I just hope some of you talented writers can draw some inspiration from my idea and come up with something really 'juicy' . I have another reason for writing this, but I will talk about that later.Hmm, where shall I start. I am 30 years old and I work as a CS assistant in a major networking company. I don't think it matters what I really look like, the author can create his own mental image of the fictional 'me'. So anyways, here is what the story is about, I'm not much of a writer so I'm really just conveying ideas and my background.
When I was 15 (and a really shy person), I learnt about the pleasures of masturbation from my girlfriends. I guess it was because I wasn't much of a looker so I didn't really attract a lot of guys, I was the typical bookworm type but I tried to hang out with the 'cooler' girls in a vain attempt to be more popular. I discovered that not only did I enjoy masturbation, I was absolutely hooked to it, something I wasn't too proud back then because I thought it was sinful. When I first started masturbating, I'd often cum about 3-4 times per day, twice in bed and twice in the day. I'd ask my friends jokingly how often do they masturbate everyday and most of them replied once or twice, though 1 of them (can't remember exactly now) said thrice on average, so I concluded that I was more or less 'normal'. The masturbation habit continued as I grew older, but when I reached the age of 24 or 25, something in me changed drastically.
I'm not sure if it was a hormonal thing that happens to all women or adults, but my sex drive sky rocketed when I was 24, and I mean that in a very abnormal way. Not only did I feel the urge to play with myself a lot more, but very often I'd feel aroused very soon after an orgasm, which of course meant I became a compulsive masturbator. I know this may be pretty common for a lot of people, but what's about to follow may not be convincing to a lot of people, but that doesn't matter, take it for what it's worth and I hope someone can write something good out of it.
As I was saying, I became a hardcore masturbator. I couldn't believe how horny I became, maybe it was the fact that I was already a compulsive masturbator when I was younger so it compounded the addiction when my sex drive got higher, I started fisting. But it doesn't stop there, not only was I helpless to my constant urges to play with myself, I discovered that.... well..... I was producing a lot more vaginal fluids than before, and I mean that in a very abnormal way once again. I found that if I didn't masturbate till I came whenver I felt the urge I'd very often end up with a pair of extremely soaked panties with my juices. To give you an idea, if I were to masturbate by stroking my clit while standing straight, my pussy would leak fluids down the inside of my legs, an orgasm would usually mean at least a small squirt of the sticky liquid depending on how intense the orgasm was.
Somewhere down the road, I got in the habit of licking the juices off my fingers, and that was when my true pervasion began. I was at work in my previous company, well it was more of a factory. And during lunch I'd almost always lock myself in a toilet cubicle and strip totally naked to get myself off (its a ritual i do everyday now...). One particular lunch break I was feeling especially horny and wet, the squishy sounds from my semi-fisting must have been audible in the entire toilet I figured. As I was nearing my orgasm, a few of my co-workers stepped into the toilet, a few must have been dolling themselves up right outside my cubicle by the mirrors while another entered one of the cubicles to my right (I was in the end cubicle). Now, what I'd normally do was was continue my masturbation at a slower and gentler pace to keep the noise down, I don't have a habit of just clit play to get an orgasm off so I'd normally fist or finger as well till I cum if you get what I mean. However since I was nearing my orgasm I really couldn't wait, I was so fucking wet and dripping it was like I had used half a tube of lube, well kind of, to give you an idea of how wet I get - I am not kidding.
Instinctively, I started sucking and licking (softly) the juices off my hands, I reached down into my pussy and slowly 'scooped' the cunt juices along the walls of my vagina. Picture 'cupping' your 4 fingers other than your thumb and digging your vaginal walls for the juices, that's what I mean by 'scooping'. As I've said above, I produce an abnormal amount of vaginal fluids, the first scoop produced a large serving of my sticky off-white cum. I have tasted my cum before but I wasn't particularly fond of it, but in that instant I was extremely hot and was just begging to orgasm, I needed to do it fast. Without thinking much of wiping it off the walls or something (no paper =/), I ate up the entire helping of my own cum. Right as I was sucking my right hand, I started scooping my pussy with my left in an attempt to 'empty' the excess juices. I remember causing some squishy noises on the 2nd scoop and got frightened a bit so I froze for a while heh, but resumed my cum eating after a while when I thought it was safe. I must have eaten about 3 or 4 scoops of cunt juice before I thought I was 'safe' to resume my masturbation, which I did to an intense orgasm that wet my thighs. I was standing with a leg up the toilet bowl then so some of my squirt wet the floor heh, I'm sure some of the ladies here know what i'm talking about
. That still remains as my most intense orgasm to date, but something profound happened to me that afternoon in that cubicle. I can't describe it, but that depraved act of eating my own cunt juices sent me into another zone that day. It felt nasty and sick, but somehow it made me feel really slutty and perverted, I guess that was what made my orgasm so intense. For those of you wondering, no my cunt juices doesn't taste particularly good, but it's not foul either. You can test it on your spouses or girlfriends, the 'clear' sticky liquid doesn't really taste like anything, musky at best. But if you were to get really wet or dig really deep, you can sometimes find the 'whiteish' juices, now that tastes a bit sweeter and more yummy, for me anyway.
Ever since that day, I have started to eat my cum on a regular basis, so much that it has become an addiction just like my masturbation. It just totally sends me into another zone when I do it, nowadays my lunch breaks would involve me stripping naked and squatting on the covered toilet seat to fist myself, in between scooping my pussy for some of that delicious cum. Somedays when I'm feeling naughty I'd buy a small packet of fruit salad and fist myself while squatting over the fruits, then I'd scoop out the juices from my pussy and let myself cum and squirt over the fruits before I eat them for lunch. To be honest, I am not exactly addicted to the cum itself, it's the 'act' of doing it that drives me crazy. Just last year I bought myself a mini vibrator thingy, it's kinda like a harness you velcro around your waist and at the front a thin adjustable stick with a rubber tip can be kinda positioned over your clit (yes it cost me $249). It's remote controlled (you do know a lot of toys are remote right?) so I turn it on just before a masturbation session, I'd make myself soaking wet and then excuse myself during work to help myself to a few servings of cum that I have deliberately 'built up'.
I sometimes think that I have lost it, but I find it really hard to resist the wicked urge of frenzied masturbating and cum eating. When I am home alone watching a movie on the couch, I am constantly playing with my pussy with a vibe to make myself wet (I don't really have to try hard..), instead of popcorn I now let my cum build up and I scoop out a nice large serving to snack on while watching a movie. When I am driving I will constantly finger fuck myself during red lights, on some leisure drives I'd actually stop over at a quiet corner for a nice fisting and a few servings of cum. In the shopping mall, I'd sometimes feel extremely slutty and find a lonely spot at one of the carpark stairs to scoop some cum. What I'd do is stand with my legs apart and bend them a little to a 'quarter-squat', then pull down my panties and alternate both my hands to scoop cum out to eat in a frenzied manner and 'empty' myself out before someone opens the door to the stairway exit. I'm usually wearing skirts when I am doing it of course, but that's about all I wear nowadays to make it easier for a helping
.I have gotten a lot more daring lately, whenever I am taking the lift alone I'd steal a quick scoop to get a quick cum snack, luckily I have not been caught in the act yet. At work during breaks I still strip naked in the cubicle for a nice masturbation session, nowadays I favor sitting back on the toilet seat in an half lying down position, with both legs along the walls kinda bent towards me. As you may know above, I like to let the juices build up before a cum eating session, lately what I enjoy doing is scooping out the LARGE initial serving of cum and sort let it drip along my body as I bring it to my mouth, it feels really sexy. I'd also bring a small plastic cup from the canteen, just before an orgasm I'd stand up in a half squat and place the cup right under my pussy to collect the squirt, I don't think you need me to tell you where that cum goes.
My weekends are usually the most perverted. Most weekends I'd be out with my boyfriend (more on him later) or colleagues, but the days that I'm home alone I'd get into really kinky fun. I'd be totally naked at home save for the harness vibrator, a leather collar, and a vibe dildo that is attached to a thigh band. And most of all, a metal spoon that is kinda tucked into my harness. I'd usually spend my weekends at home watching movies, listening to some music or doing the chores, all this while my vibes are on making me dripping wet. Whenever I have a crazving, I'd use the spoon and scoop inside my pussy for a sticky serving of girl cum. I found that I loved looking at myself in the mirror while I am doing this, seeing the depraved cum eating animal in the mirror pretty much sends me over the edge everytime. Of course, sometimes people would come knocking on my apartment, that's when i change into proper clothes.
**WARNING** Girls, if you want to try fisting or anything I have written here, please MAKE SURE YOUR HANDS ARE CLEAN. Thrice I have had to visit the doctor (very embarassing visits I must add) because I got something called an 'urinary tract infection', which was due to 'unhygienic' contact with my vagina according to the doc, well you get the idea. So now I always make sure my hands are clean and toys are sterilised. But some of you might already know that.
You must be wondering why I am writing all this and telling the world how demented I am. One reason I have stated above, so someone can write a juicy story out of my experiences. Another is that I have gotten to know a really good man last year and we have been going out, but I am not sure what he will think of my... 'hobbies'. I have no idea whom to seek advice from due to the embarassing nature of my sexual habits, so I figured perhaps I could get some advice from people here, anonymously. Do you think you can live with someone who acts like I do and accept her for what she is? And if he can't accept my actions should I change or am I not doing anything wrong? Personally I feel I am not causing any harm to anyone, but I understand how people might find my actions gross or sick.... Please let me know what you think.
Laura.
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