stiffwood77
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- Sep 17, 2011
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I was with this fine ass bitch for a long time. And we were highly sexual. She was a stripper, so she had tons of hot outfits, panties and all the other sexy shit that makes your cock swell. I was 23 when I met here. We stayed together 8for years. When she and I met in college I had done forgot about more pussy then most any of these dudes would ever get. I did not have any thing against gays, it was just never a turn on for me. It was a turn off. Well that changed being with her. I won't go into how I have ended up with this fantasy but it started as a innocent tease from my Chick. Then a dare one night while fucked up and trying to see how dirty and nasty we could be. She asked me to please please put a pair of her panties on. I as always just laughed and as always said, 'I like them better on you.' That usually ended what I thought was I just a joke she liked to throw at me, knowing that I only take panties off of wet pussy and buy panties for wet pussy. ;•) Well she did not let mpe blow off her 'messing" with me. She went to her drawer. and out came a purple and black lace pair of boy short type panties that she knew I loved her ass in. She told me she was no asking for me, she was asking me to do it for her. That she loved me and swore it would never leave our room ever! I .eventually taking agreed. In my head I told myself this was no big deal. Once I'll do it and then maybe I could bargain at another time for something she will think is fucking sick or at the bare minimum not right. Well that is how I had always felt and been raised on. Men are not feminine, nor emotional. Okay so I did it no big deal. But a few days later while getting some of our clothes out the dryer that fucking pair of panties feel right on my foot. I picked them up and I SWEAR this is 100% real talk, It was like, I can't really say exactly but for some reqason I took the panties to to the full length mirror and without any thought, I stripped of my nike jogging pants and a pair of basketball shorts I was wearing as boxers and once again slipped into her panties. I stood before the mirror just looking. I turned to the mirror my back and looking over my shoulder I didn't see my butt. I saw a hot fucking ass looking good in a pair of lace panties. My dick was throbbing it became so hard at these new feelings, so while admiring this ass I began to masturbate. Once I cam felt so gay. And said never again. Over the next couple years I, in secret from everyone enjoyed my new found pleasure. I was not just into panties. When time allowed I would put together outfits that any good slut would. My girl around the 'intro to panties time,' lol. Had slowly began touching then maybe rubbing and and on till one day while sucking me in the house she got one of her fingers in my ass!! She worked her finger in my ass which turned one day into her fingering my ass while like I did her perfect pussy. That turned into a strap on, which was not so good. But the role playing, the secret of my dressing as her and getting off to thoughts of being fucked like I did her and thoughts of taking a cock in my mouth like she did so so well. Well I no longer wanted to to pretend. So I tried just as myself to be with a gay guy. I didn't want him, I had to have a real dick. It was not a bad experience. The problem was he was feminine, which is why I picked him, but he didn't want me to be feminine. He wanted me to be the man. If I wanted to be the man I would of just stayed with my bitch. But I was looking, still searching for a girl with a real functioning dick, who would let me be a girl and treat me that way. Or a really super clean and cool guy who would totally all the way treat and fuck me as a girl. You know let me put on something sexy for you. Be sweet to me. Let me be sweet back. And if everything was good and you treated me 100% as a female then I would be yours to show me how a real cock feels. Well that's the fantasy anyway. I want either a girl with a dick.who likes to give and receive or a guy who will role play with me. Me your dirty girl. Guys please remember if your looking for a guy I am not him. If your sweet and looking for a sexy dirty girl, then maybe. I would prefer a cd or ts or whoever those hot ass women are with dicks, or a guy who like me wants to be the girl. Maybe we could play dress up and use each others dick. I want some cock, but if I am the guy then I want and feminine guy who likes give and receive. If I get to live out the fantasy of being a women then I want it to be a guy who is as turned on and hit for his role as my man as I will as his girl.
