I think I might be a story-masochist.

[NaughteeDragon]

So I'm working on my Halloween piece. right now it's 16k words. I've just started the last chapter and apparently I decided I needed to write myself into a corner. I think I've known this entire time that the last paragraph is true about this couple, but now I have a whole other problem to solve before our top can get her cathartic release.

“I’m struggling with only being a top. I like it, I’m good at it, it gives me what I need most of the time. But I think I need some time when I don’t have to be in charge. I think I need to spend a little bit of time on the bottom every once in a while.”

“Oh,” was all Diane could say.

“It took a lot of soul searching for me to accept that.”

“You have been spending a lot of time alone lately.”

“Is something bother you?” Samantha asked her wife. “You sound worried.”

“I’m concerned about our dynamic,” Diane replied “This morning was really hard for me. It goes against every fiber of who I am. But I don’t want…” she trailed off.

Samantha understood. She fucked men and women that weren’t her wife several times a week. Diane teased and flirted and let them take certain liberties with her person. But that was work. Outside of work they were monogamous, and had been since well before they got married. They hadn’t even had a threesome since they had been engaged.

 

[THBGato]

Wow! Emotionally fraught.

I have no advice, only this: when you find a way through it's going to be incredibly rewarding for your readers, your characters and, most of all, you.

Good luck! X

 

[Kumquatqueen]

Interesting bunch of emotions! I look forward to reading it.