I think I just lost someone that I love dearly...

bad kitty

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All because of my stupid insecurities. He means more to me than just about anyone and I only have myself to blame...
 
It's a bitch when we let our insecurities take control. All our insecurities do is bring to fruition those things we fear.

It's a constant battle. Good luck to you.

I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you haven't truly lost someone so important to you.
 
No one can ever hurt you as much as you can hurt yourself. I haven't felt pain like this in years. Many many years.
 
bad kitty said:
No one can ever hurt you as much as you can hurt yourself. I haven't felt pain like this in years. Many many years.

As a Master of Self Sabotage, I learned something along the way. Its what I feared the most that I sabotaged the most....effectively.

Give it time, give yourself time.

I know it's silly, but well, I'd hold you if I could.
Take care.
 
bad kitty said:
All because of my stupid insecurities. He means more to me than just about anyone and I only have myself to blame...

Wellinsecurities suck!! I'll give you that.
 
Does this have anything to do with your hour long FUCK YOU posting session?
 
You're in good hands here.

Intrigued and Lavender's friendship will have you counting your blessings in no time.

I just know it.
 
bad kitty said:
All because of my stupid insecurities. He means more to me than just about anyone and I only have myself to blame...

If you have made some kind of mistake and you ask for forgiveness, it will happen for you. It may not be from him, because first you have to forgive yourself for your error, then others will forgive you, too.

I know how you are feeling. I am sorry.
 
bad kitty said:
All because of my stupid insecurities. He means more to me than just about anyone and I only have myself to blame...
Uh oh. Again? :(
 
Fuck that. It's all prego thing.

I'll suck ya' tits empty.

This is as far as I go with flirting.

Let's Get Ready To Go Lezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
 
Hugs to you Bad Kitty

Realize that in the morning things will have a different out look than how you feel at this moment. Try your best to do something for you right now. Again hugs to you.

Peace,
Tulip
 
I don't post a whole lot, and when I do, I stick to "non personal" type posts, because I've observed that when anything personal gets played out in the public arena, whether it be someone declaring their undying love for another person or calling each other names, etc., someone, usually both or all parties involved, end up looking pretty foolish.
 
See why there is no Hanns, busybody, Lost Cause, etc. on this thread? They come as Lancaster!
 
Re: Re: I think I just lost someone that I love dearly...

Cheyenne said:
Uh oh. Again? :(
This is the first and only time something this serious has happened. The last time wasn't even about me, it was something else.
 
Re: Re: Re: I think I just lost someone that I love dearly...

bad kitty said:
This is the first and only time something this serious has happened. The last time wasn't even about me, it was something else.

Well, I don't know what the "something" was but I know the answer is "time." And maybe lots of it. Don't give up! Sometimes you're surprised when you least expect it.
 
Oh, yea...

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