Misty_Morning
Narcissistic Hedonist
- Joined
- Nov 11, 2006
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...I was a kid...lots of bad things...lots of good things. After many years I have learned to focus on the good things. Sledding in New England, the awesome fall foliage, the my dad would lift me up and swing me around...better than any ride at an asumement park.
...When I was a teen...lost alot of friends to suicide and accidents....but I remember their faces as we laughed at the juvenile humor that seemed so amusing to us. I remember...awards and honor societies...slumber parties and cruizin along Beach Boulevard...going to "The Point".....
...When I was in my 20's....the fun and drama of college...traveling across the country to follow the Grateful Dead...thinking I was in love (or at least, trying to convince myself that I was)...everything coming easy....
...When I was in my 30's...realizing that life was harder than I had planned. Losing close family members...but yet..they really weren't that close...and beginning to understand...
I'm in my 40's now...and every day that passes I wonder what knowledge I will gleem....
It's odd....
But everyday that passes... I feel as though I am a kid, a teen, a 20 somthing, a thirty something.....
I keep thinking...tomorrow I will wake up and I will have all this knowledge...
But tomorrow comes..and I am am just a kid...again....but a little older....
...When I was a teen...lost alot of friends to suicide and accidents....but I remember their faces as we laughed at the juvenile humor that seemed so amusing to us. I remember...awards and honor societies...slumber parties and cruizin along Beach Boulevard...going to "The Point".....
...When I was in my 20's....the fun and drama of college...traveling across the country to follow the Grateful Dead...thinking I was in love (or at least, trying to convince myself that I was)...everything coming easy....
...When I was in my 30's...realizing that life was harder than I had planned. Losing close family members...but yet..they really weren't that close...and beginning to understand...
I'm in my 40's now...and every day that passes I wonder what knowledge I will gleem....
It's odd....
But everyday that passes... I feel as though I am a kid, a teen, a 20 somthing, a thirty something.....
I keep thinking...tomorrow I will wake up and I will have all this knowledge...
But tomorrow comes..and I am am just a kid...again....but a little older....