I know this thread will be buried in no time, but I hope that someone will pitch in a hug or two before it bails. I'm just feeling terrible tonight. The honey's out playing a hockey game, and I was supposed to go, but I feel too rotten to go out. TOmorrow's the anniversary. I want to cry, but have no tears left, and I want to sleep, but I'm afraid of the dark. I want to write poetry, but there are no words to speak what I feel and think... I want to be held, but there's no one here, and I can't go alone for another 3 hours. I need a hug.
I really needs a hug.
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CarolineOh
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Awwww
(((((((((BIG HUG FOR SWEET VIXEN))))))))
(((((((((BIG HUG FOR SWEET VIXEN))))))))
BarberBabe
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Awwwwww....
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a song that I'm listening to that's calming me...
At Your most Beautiful
At Your Most Beautiful
I found a way to make you...
I found a way...
A way to make you smile.
I read bad poetry
Into your machine
I save your messages
Just to hear your voice
You always listened carefully
To awkward lines
You always say your name
Like I wouldn't know it's you
At your most beautiful.
I've found a way to make you...
I've found a way...
A way to make you smile.
At my most beautiful
I count your eyelashes
Secretly.
With every one whisper I love you,
I let you sleep
I leaned in close, to watch you breathe,
listening.
I thought I saw a smile.
I've found a way to make you....
I've found a way....
A way to make you smile.
-REM
At Your most Beautiful
At Your Most Beautiful
I found a way to make you...
I found a way...
A way to make you smile.
I read bad poetry
Into your machine
I save your messages
Just to hear your voice
You always listened carefully
To awkward lines
You always say your name
Like I wouldn't know it's you
At your most beautiful.
I've found a way to make you...
I've found a way...
A way to make you smile.
At my most beautiful
I count your eyelashes
Secretly.
With every one whisper I love you,
I let you sleep
I leaned in close, to watch you breathe,
listening.
I thought I saw a smile.
I've found a way to make you....
I've found a way....
A way to make you smile.
-REM
chewbacca71
BACK FROM THE DEAD.......
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Heres a big chewey hug for ya (((((((((((HUG))))))))))))), Ive got long arms, so its a big one. Hope you feel better in the am, after all these hugs.
AzureAngel
Love is Life
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I'd hug ya, but... I'm clingy.
So I'll just send love from afar.
So I'll just send love from afar.
Azwed
Invading Poland
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I coulldn't find that Lucid dream eassy but I will tell you what I remember.
First off you need to be naturaly relaxed. No chemical influences.
A massage and a hot bath maybe a good way to accomplish this.
Good clean soft sheets will help the process too. Find some music that effects you in a positve way. Anything that gives you a good feeling and that you know well should work.
Turn the music on softly. Don't make it too loud but make it loud enough that it is above background noise level. Get into bed and concentrate on the music. Keep it in your head and remember that it is real. The music should be your anchor to the outside world.
The way this guy did it was to use the music as a reference. He could hear the music in his sleep and knew that that was the outside world. Once he realized he was dreaming he knew that nothing could hurt him and he could do whatever he wanted.
I doubt this is something you could do right away but it is something to try. As soon as you realize you are in a dream you can try and take control of the dream. Depending on how lucid you are you can take more or less control. At times it might be easier to force yourself to wake up then to fight what you are afraid of but if you fight what you fear and defeat it you should be free.
I used to have this continous nightmare of being chased by something. No matter how fast I ran I could never out run it and it always caught me. After a few months i realized that in the dream i was out running cars and jumping over buildings so why didn't i stop running and use this power to beat the thing that was chasing me. Thats what I did and I tore it, I think you know wha it was, apart with my bare hands. I have not had that dream since and that was years ago.
First off you need to be naturaly relaxed. No chemical influences.
A massage and a hot bath maybe a good way to accomplish this.
Good clean soft sheets will help the process too. Find some music that effects you in a positve way. Anything that gives you a good feeling and that you know well should work.
Turn the music on softly. Don't make it too loud but make it loud enough that it is above background noise level. Get into bed and concentrate on the music. Keep it in your head and remember that it is real. The music should be your anchor to the outside world.
The way this guy did it was to use the music as a reference. He could hear the music in his sleep and knew that that was the outside world. Once he realized he was dreaming he knew that nothing could hurt him and he could do whatever he wanted.
I doubt this is something you could do right away but it is something to try. As soon as you realize you are in a dream you can try and take control of the dream. Depending on how lucid you are you can take more or less control. At times it might be easier to force yourself to wake up then to fight what you are afraid of but if you fight what you fear and defeat it you should be free.
I used to have this continous nightmare of being chased by something. No matter how fast I ran I could never out run it and it always caught me. After a few months i realized that in the dream i was out running cars and jumping over buildings so why didn't i stop running and use this power to beat the thing that was chasing me. Thats what I did and I tore it, I think you know wha it was, apart with my bare hands. I have not had that dream since and that was years ago.
Alone- fresh from the pen
My tears fall like raindrops into themselves,
a pool on my shameful breasts.
I lay my head in my hands and
cry in desolation.
Why is it that when I need you most,
you go away?
I know you love me and I love you,
but I need you and I hate the need.
I need you right now.
I want to fall asleep to the feel
of your hand on my hip as you
hold me, protecting me
from the demons.
They search for me, they want to
devour me.
My tears fall like raindrops into themselves,
My sobs crash like thunder,
and my red mouth forms unintelligible pleas...
Why am I alone?
Help...
My tears fall like raindrops into themselves,
a pool on my shameful breasts.
I lay my head in my hands and
cry in desolation.
Why is it that when I need you most,
you go away?
I know you love me and I love you,
but I need you and I hate the need.
I need you right now.
I want to fall asleep to the feel
of your hand on my hip as you
hold me, protecting me
from the demons.
They search for me, they want to
devour me.
My tears fall like raindrops into themselves,
My sobs crash like thunder,
and my red mouth forms unintelligible pleas...
Why am I alone?
Help...
