Of course I heard all the cliches when I took her for my bride; “Trophy Wife.”, “Robbing the Cradle”, “Gold Digger”. I didn’t mind. I was truly in love this time.
Lou Edwards, highly successful businessman. I just turned 59, married for the third time. They do say third times a charm. For as well as I have done in business I have been equally unsuccessfull in relationships. My first wife cheated on me. This was when we were young and unestablished. I managed to keep my small business while leaving her our modest house and furnishings.
Well that business flourished in the years to come and expanded into three other companies, but that’s neither here nor there. Needless to say I’m very well off and need for nothing. Except love that is. My first wife Ellen, tore a hole in my heart that hasn’t completely mended to this day.
My second wife, though pure and devoted, passed away from stomach cancer. After grieving for a time I found the “lust” of my life in my new wife. Trouble is I know, well I’m pretty sure she is cheating on me. Is it her personnel trainer, whom I am paying a small fortune for her to see on a regular basis? Or maybe that doctor friend of hers. Or the Ex she always seems to be bringing up? Could it be more than one?
What I really don’t understand is why I get aroused every time I think about it. My stomach churns like it did when I was 25 and my first wife cheated on me. Only instead of wanting to throw up as I did 34 years ago, I now find myself running off to the bathroom and relieving my straining penis like a teenager.
I don’t have the stamina I had when I was younger and I sometimes think I can’t satisfy my new bride as I should. I can’t meet her needs as I should. Maybe it’s that I am on the low side of avreage in size. Just a hair or two over 5”. With a girth that does leave something to be desired. I have read that the ladies prefer that to length which doesn’t help my cause any.
I find myself fantasizing about her with another man. Someone that can meet her needs and desires better than I can. Hell, I have even been scouring the internet for stories and videos on the subject. The humiliation of the whole thing just seems to push all the right buttons in my libido. What’s wrong with me?
Lou Edwards, highly successful businessman. I just turned 59, married for the third time. They do say third times a charm. For as well as I have done in business I have been equally unsuccessfull in relationships. My first wife cheated on me. This was when we were young and unestablished. I managed to keep my small business while leaving her our modest house and furnishings.
Well that business flourished in the years to come and expanded into three other companies, but that’s neither here nor there. Needless to say I’m very well off and need for nothing. Except love that is. My first wife Ellen, tore a hole in my heart that hasn’t completely mended to this day.
My second wife, though pure and devoted, passed away from stomach cancer. After grieving for a time I found the “lust” of my life in my new wife. Trouble is I know, well I’m pretty sure she is cheating on me. Is it her personnel trainer, whom I am paying a small fortune for her to see on a regular basis? Or maybe that doctor friend of hers. Or the Ex she always seems to be bringing up? Could it be more than one?
What I really don’t understand is why I get aroused every time I think about it. My stomach churns like it did when I was 25 and my first wife cheated on me. Only instead of wanting to throw up as I did 34 years ago, I now find myself running off to the bathroom and relieving my straining penis like a teenager.
I don’t have the stamina I had when I was younger and I sometimes think I can’t satisfy my new bride as I should. I can’t meet her needs as I should. Maybe it’s that I am on the low side of avreage in size. Just a hair or two over 5”. With a girth that does leave something to be desired. I have read that the ladies prefer that to length which doesn’t help my cause any.
I find myself fantasizing about her with another man. Someone that can meet her needs and desires better than I can. Hell, I have even been scouring the internet for stories and videos on the subject. The humiliation of the whole thing just seems to push all the right buttons in my libido. What’s wrong with me?