I need help

[nywonderboy]

I have never been good in writing in English and I've tried to do it few times. I found it hard to keep the focus since I kept on elaborating more and more.details that I started finding as I got more into my imagination and the stories started get longer and a bit unfocused. Now I am thinking of my own sexual experiences. I plan to go over them in my mind and make a list , etc. to control the story flow and details better. However, I don't want my emotions to be too much of disruption. Some of them I still have strong emotions about.

And also it might include some drug induced sex and at first it's kind of forced but the end is different. Even though the subject came out happy it happened, is it considered as rape?

 

[A_Little_Show]

I have never been good in writing in English and I've tried to do it few times. I found it hard to keep the focus since I kept on elaborating more and more.details that I started finding as I got more into my imagination and the stories started get longer and a bit unfocused. Now I am thinking of my own sexual experiences. I plan to go over them in my mind and make a list , etc. to control the story flow and details better. However, I don't want my emotions to be too much of disruption. Some of them I still have strong emotions about.

And also it might include some drug induced sex and at first it's kind of forced but the end is different. Even though the subject came out happy it happened, is it considered as rape?

It sounds like exactly what the Non-consent/Reluctance category is intended to contain. It was nonconsensual but there were no hard feelings in the end. I have a story that is basically: she didn't consent but was willing to forgive because she fell in love and learned about herself...

 

[ElectricBlue]

I have never been good in writing in English and I've tried to do it few times. I found it hard to keep the focus since I kept on elaborating more and more.details that I started finding as I got more into my imagination and the stories started get longer and a bit unfocused. Now I am thinking of my own sexual experiences. I plan to go over them in my mind and make a list , etc. to control the story flow and details better. However, I don't want my emotions to be too much of disruption. Some of them I still have strong emotions about.

And also it might include some drug induced sex and at first it's kind of forced but the end is different. Even though the subject came out happy it happened, is it considered as rape?

Sounds like non-consensual to me. Make sure there is a positive outcome in the end.

My advice is always to write with your heart on your sleeve. I think readers can see emotional truth when you put it in front of them, and respond to that positively. If you write with passion and emotion... well, that's sort of the point when you're writing about human sexuality, isn't it?

 

[NoJo]

Just be aware of age limit rules, if necessary