i miss...

[sigsauerprinces]

sucking cock. i miss being down on my knees, in front of an attractive guy, one hand at his hip, the other wrapped around the base, sliding up and down, using my tongue to lick the vein going up the underside, hearing him suck in his breath hard, feeling him shivver and shudder. i miss pulling back to lap at the head, gently, teasingly, til his hands curl in my hair and pull me forward, and he pushes his cock into my mouth firmly (and fuck, i love that, i love when a guy takes charge like that). i miss putting both hands on his hips and taking him as deep as i can, opening my throat, hearing his pleasured moans. i miss the taste of arousal, salty on my tongue as i sweep it over the head again. i miss the feeling when his cock suddenly swells, swells, and i know he's going to come, and i close my eyes and suck harder, and he explodes in my mouth and i just swallow as he holds me there, i swallow every drop and want more, love this, love being his cocksucking slut, the kind of girl who WANTS to do it on her knees in front of him, wants to feel like a girl, and like he's a boy, none of this equality crap, not in bed. in bed i want him to be a GUY, a little rough and a little dirty, along with his tenderness, and just so fucking good. and i miss the cool boys who want to kiss you right after, who do so eagerly, wanting to taste themselves on my tongue. and the restless want thatt courses through me while we wait 15-20 minutes until he's recharged, and how fucking good it feels when i've finally got him inside me, that first push, shove inside, so fucking GOOD. but tonight i just miss giving head...the feeling i get when i sink to my knees in front of a guy and he gets that little smile on his face, or look of awe, or happiness, that he's going to get his cock sucked, because what guy doesn't love that? and i'm good at it, i know i am, i always have been. i'm a quick learner, and i like to do it. i asked a lover once, what made a blowjob good. his answer was simple: if she's enjoying it.."when you can tell she loves doing it - that's what makes it the best. no complicated tongue moves, it's not about how fast or how deep. just about knowing that she's down there on her knees for you because she :::wants::: to be, because she enjoys sucking you off." i've always remembered that. it's been a while since i was down on my knees...i miss it.

 

[rick_j21]

sucking cock. i miss being down on my knees, in front of an attractive guy, one hand at his hip, the other wrapped around the base, sliding up and down, using my tongue to lick the vein going up the underside, hearing him suck in his breath hard, feeling him shivver and shudder. i miss pulling back to lap at the head, gently, teasingly, til his hands curl in my hair and pull me forward, and he pushes his cock into my mouth firmly (and fuck, i love that, i love when a guy takes charge like that). i miss putting both hands on his hips and taking him as deep as i can, opening my throat, hearing his pleasured moans. i miss the taste of arousal, salty on my tongue as i sweep it over the head again. i miss the feeling when his cock suddenly swells, swells, and i know he's going to come, and i close my eyes and suck harder, and he explodes in my mouth and i just swallow as he holds me there, i swallow every drop and want more, love this, love being his cocksucking slut, the kind of girl who WANTS to do it on her knees in front of him, wants to feel like a girl, and like he's a boy, none of this equality crap, not in bed. in bed i want him to be a GUY, a little rough and a little dirty, along with his tenderness, and just so fucking good. and i miss the cool boys who want to kiss you right after, who do so eagerly, wanting to taste themselves on my tongue. and the restless want thatt courses through me while we wait 15-20 minutes until he's recharged, and how fucking good it feels when i've finally got him inside me, that first push, shove inside, so fucking GOOD. but tonight i just miss giving head...the feeling i get when i sink to my knees in front of a guy and he gets that little smile on his face, or look of awe, or happiness, that he's going to get his cock sucked, because what guy doesn't love that? and i'm good at it, i know i am, i always have been. i'm a quick learner, and i like to do it. i asked a lover once, what made a blowjob good. his answer was simple: if she's enjoying it.."when you can tell she loves doing it - that's what makes it the best. no complicated tongue moves, it's not about how fast or how deep. just about knowing that she's down there on her knees for you because she :::wants::: to be, because she enjoys sucking you off." i've always remembered that. it's been a while since i was down on my knees...i miss it.

Well written.... Hope you get what you want soon.

 

[sigsauerprinces]

thanks alas, i don't seem to be able to do the casual sex thing anymore, or else i'd just go out tonight and find any random good looking guy. i need some kind of connection, and you don't find that everday. when you do find it, the wait is worth i, though

 

[rick_j21]

thanks alas, i don't seem to be able to do the casual sex thing anymore, or else i'd just go out tonight and find any random good looking guy. i need some kind of connection, and you don't find that everday. when you do find it, the wait is worth i, though

you so right in that respect....there is a place for meaningless sex... but the connection does make it oh so much hotter.

 

[ltnsfr007]

sucking cock. i miss being down on my knees, in front of an attractive guy, one hand at his hip, the other wrapped around the base, sliding up and down, using my tongue to lick the vein going up the underside, hearing him suck in his breath hard, feeling him shivver and shudder. i miss pulling back to lap at the head, gently, teasingly, til his hands curl in my hair and pull me forward, and he pushes his cock into my mouth firmly (and fuck, i love that, i love when a guy takes charge like that). i miss putting both hands on his hips and taking him as deep as i can, opening my throat, hearing his pleasured moans. i miss the taste of arousal, salty on my tongue as i sweep it over the head again. i miss the feeling when his cock suddenly swells, swells, and i know he's going to come, and i close my eyes and suck harder, and he explodes in my mouth and i just swallow as he holds me there, i swallow every drop and want more, love this, love being his cocksucking slut, the kind of girl who WANTS to do it on her knees in front of him, wants to feel like a girl, and like he's a boy, none of this equality crap, not in bed. in bed i want him to be a GUY, a little rough and a little dirty, along with his tenderness, and just so fucking good. and i miss the cool boys who want to kiss you right after, who do so eagerly, wanting to taste themselves on my tongue. and the restless want thatt courses through me while we wait 15-20 minutes until he's recharged, and how fucking good it feels when i've finally got him inside me, that first push, shove inside, so fucking GOOD. but tonight i just miss giving head...the feeling i get when i sink to my knees in front of a guy and he gets that little smile on his face, or look of awe, or happiness, that he's going to get his cock sucked, because what guy doesn't love that? and i'm good at it, i know i am, i always have been. i'm a quick learner, and i like to do it. i asked a lover once, what made a blowjob good. his answer was simple: if she's enjoying it.."when you can tell she loves doing it - that's what makes it the best. no complicated tongue moves, it's not about how fast or how deep. just about knowing that she's down there on her knees for you because she :::wants::: to be, because she enjoys sucking you off." i've always remembered that. it's been a while since i was down on my knees...i miss it.

WOAH, what a post @ 6:30 am

Somebody had some good dreams last nite

 

[VelvetDarkness]

thanks alas, i don't seem to be able to do the casual sex thing anymore, or else i'd just go out tonight and find any random good looking guy. i need some kind of connection, and you don't find that everday. when you do find it, the wait is worth i, though

I am completely in this place right now and I am feeling with every fibre of my being every syllable of your original post. I'd give you a hug, if I thought for one minute that it would help

 

[myinnerslut]

i know exactly what you mean. i would give almost anything to be on my knees in front of my Sir with his cock in my mouth. unfortunatlly, he's many hours away and i wont get to see him until the end of september sometimes long distance can be so hard.

 

[ammre]

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

SO
i was once sharing a hotel room with 3 friends of mine. We were all laying in our respective beds/cots and you could tell there was thi restless air and no one was sleeping, though we were all dearly trying. Then all of a sudden out of nowhere this girl form south boston pipes up adn says "I miss sucking cawk" with her heavy south boston accent. It was hilarious. It was probably one of the most entertaning conversations i've ever had with 3 near strangers.
Becasue of that conversation though me and my friend are both going to get cocks tattooed on us. The bird not the genital. So we can pull down our pants and say "Wanna see my cock?"

 

[ammre]

I don't miss sucking cock. I do it, I like to think i do it well. I like to see what buttens i can push and how i can make them respond when i do it, but overall after the first few times, i'm over it and it just gives me heartburn. (really, ejaculation gives me heartburn.) I mean i'll continue to do it to please them, but i'm not falling overmyself to do it.

 

[Netzach]

I miss the pussy.

I have not eaten pussy in a desperate and shockingly long time.

It's a lot of work, as I recall, but really quite fun.

 

[catalina_francisco]

it just gives me heartburn. (really, ejaculation gives me heartburn.) I mean i'll continue to do it to please them.

LOL, cool...I thought I was the only one who had developed this unpleasant side effect in recent times!!

BTW, nice to see you around here again sigsauerprinces.

Catalina

 

[Netzach]

LOL, cool...I thought I was the only one who had developed this unpleasant side effect in recent times!!

BTW, nice to see you around here again sigsauerprinces.

Catalina

That shit is caustic, if it's not so good for your cervix I can't imagine what it does to the esophagous.

M was trying to describe it to someone at one point and I offered this unromantic ad copy "smells like bleach, tastes like snot."

 

[ammre]

That shit is caustic, if it's not so good for your cervix I can't imagine what it does to the esophagous.

M was trying to describe it to someone at one point and I offered this unromantic ad copy "smells like bleach, tastes like snot."

bahahahaha i adore you...

and i too miss orally stimulating women, but i have a harder time picking out women then i do men. I like women more but i'm also pickier. With men i can settle for eh/ok.

 

[Netzach]

bahahahaha i adore you...

and i too miss orally stimulating women, but i have a harder time picking out women then i do men. I like women more but i'm also pickier. With men i can settle for eh/ok.

Yes, I do understand. With women I always feel like I'm getting into more, so I'd really better be careful and up front about my unique arrangements and where I'm at.

 

[sigsauerprinces]

I am completely in this place right now and I am feeling with every fibre of my being every syllable of your original post. I'd give you a hug, if I thought for one minute that it would help

Thanks It's a hell of a place to be in - I never really thought I'd have a problem with casual sex (for myself of course - if other ppl like it, more power to them). I used to like it. I just find that it's not what I'm looking for anymore. And of course you can't force a connection - it either happens or it doesn't. It doesn't have to be love, btw - I don't need to be in love to have sex. But I just need.. a connection. Someone who gets me, and I get him, and there's mutual affection, not just wanting to get off. I know it'll happen though - I've been going out a lot, meeting new people... tis just a matter of time

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

SO
i was once sharing a hotel room with 3 friends of mine. We were all laying in our respective beds/cots and you could tell there was thi restless air and no one was sleeping, though we were all dearly trying. Then all of a sudden out of nowhere this girl form south boston pipes up adn says "I miss sucking cawk" with her heavy south boston accent. It was hilarious. It was probably one of the most entertaning conversations i've ever had with 3 near strangers.
Becasue of that conversation though me and my friend are both going to get cocks tattooed on us. The bird not the genital. So we can pull down our pants and say "Wanna see my cock?"

That made me giggle

I miss the pussy.

I have not eaten pussy in a desperate and shockingly long time.

It's a lot of work, as I recall, but really quite fun.

I haven't done that in years. Surprisingly though, there's a girl I wouldn't mind doing it to. I haven't been attracted to a girl in ages, but there's just something about her. She's so fucking smart (i feel so uneducated next to her sometimes), and conflicted, and she gets too down on herself far too often. But she's funny, and she writes amazing gay (male) porn, and I'd really just like to get drunk with her, drag her to the toilets, shove her up against a wall and kiss her and push my fingers inside her and make her fucking come. I'd even like to cuddle with her afterwards Oh - and she likes S&M - always a bonus

LOL, cool...I thought I was the only one who had developed this unpleasant side effect in recent times!!

BTW, nice to see you around here again sigsauerprinces.

Catalina

Thanks Catalina I know, it's been ages. lots has changed for me in the last year and a half, not the least of which that I'm a single girl again. And looking for different things than I was last time around. It's nice to be back - I didn't realize til I started posting, how much I'd missed this place.

 

[VelvetDarkness]

Thanks It's a hell of a place to be in - I never really thought I'd have a problem with casual sex (for myself of course - if other ppl like it, more power to them). I used to like it. I just find that it's not what I'm looking for anymore. And of course you can't force a connection - it either happens or it doesn't. It doesn't have to be love, btw - I don't need to be in love to have sex. But I just need.. a connection. Someone who gets me, and I get him, and there's mutual affection, not just wanting to get off. I know it'll happen though - I've been going out a lot, meeting new people... tis just a matter of time

It is only a matter of time but occasionally you have to look around, clench your fists, and scream "How much fucking time!?" Personally, I do think that I'm getting less tolerant of everybody in my bitter, twisted late twenties (so jaded ). People in general piss me off much more quickly than they used to and I'll mentally write them off as ignorant, arrogant, pathetic or a combination of all three. I don't know when exactly I began to think like this. People just don't interest me as much anymore so I find it difficult to find someone with whom I genuinely connect. When it comes to relationships I'm getting so fussy I may simply die a spinster.

I'm not about to lower my standards however. The rest of the world's just going to have to make more of an effort. Having said that, I am getting to know a guy online so you never know, it's just faintly possible he'll measure up. Sincerely wish you all the best