I miss....

Fingerbanging a woman and not knowing how to actually go about doing it.

Granted I still kinda don't. But there's just something about being totally oblivious and depentant on observing what feels good to her and what doesn't.
 
Goddamnit

Now I'm really thinking about it.

Feeling her open herself up for my hand. That slight tentative part then the full permission.

What a goddamn honor that is.
 
Zumba classes, spin classes, yoga classes, but if people keep working for the common good that should be coming soon😁
 
I too miss singing in choirs. Listening with my whole body to the people around around, doing my best to sync up so we truly sound as one.

Easter and Holy Week rehearsals drive me crazy because they're so demanding, but I missed them dreadfully this year. I never realized how much structure they gave my spring.

Heavy sigh.
 
I miss seeing the cashier smile at the sound of me saying her name after saying "Thank you."
 
I miss acting on a stage with a cast and crew I love (I love them all) and having an audience. There's a different energy with an audience, one you can use to direct your performance in a small but beautiful way.

I miss that too!
 
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