I just need to vent....

[Guest]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! (wow - that felt better than actually yelling it out) I am in a really bad mood. I've lost faith in the honesty and compassion of my freinds, my family, those close to me. Lies, deceit, whatever happened to truth?? The anonimity of Lit offers truth...... but the real world........ I'm just ready to say fuck em all. I hate that. I'm an optimist. I'm nice. I'm honest. I'm helpful. Then, I get shit on. Why should I bother anymore? I feel like a fucking target. I've vorked soooo hard to get my self esteem up over the past 6 months, and now that's all out the window. Fucked. Gone. I've lost the trust in others. Like I can't believe anything people tell me anymore. I don't expect any replies, I did not write this for replies. Consider this journaling in public. Thank God for Lit. Peace.

 

[Guest]

I hear you loud and clearly.


Yes, thank god for lit.

 

[alexandraaah]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! (wow - that felt better than actually yelling it out) I am in a really bad mood. I've lost faith in the honesty and compassion of my freinds, my family, those close to me. Lies, deceit, whatever happened to truth?? The anonimity of Lit offers truth...... but the real world........ I'm just ready to say fuck em all. I hate that. I'm an optimist. I'm nice. I'm honest. I'm helpful. Then, I get shit on. Why should I bother anymore? I feel like a fucking target. I've vorked soooo hard to get my self esteem up over the past 6 months, and now that's all out the window. Fucked. Gone. I've lost the trust in others. Like I can't believe anything people tell me anymore. I don't expect any replies, I did not write this for replies. Consider this journaling in public. Thank God for Lit. Peace.

you know, it does pass. i just had the exact same feeling about family on sunday...it spilled over right through to monday night. the thing is-if you think about it-you probably (hopefully) don't feel this way as often as you do. BTW, BlackBird has a great thread that offers perspective, called, "Other people's weight." Check it out.

 

[Guest]

Thanks, ladies. Got to BBird's thread. It's nice.....

But it's just one of those days
when you don't want to wake up
uverybody's fucked
everything sucks

you don't know why
but you want to justify
ripping someone's head off........

if my day keeps going this way I just might
break something tonight

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!

Life sucks
Lit does not

 

[Georgia Girl]

I believe I shall join right on into this parade.

I suffer from an affliction known as "To nice for your own good", but I will not change me because others prefer to go through life acting like spoiled 3 yr old shits.

There, I feel better and will step down from my soap box now.

It does get better in time, it may not seem like it but it will. Thats what I keep telling me.

Best wishes and my pm button is always available.

Dawn

 

[Starblayde]

Aren't we all?

"To nice for your own good"

If feel just the same way... so if nobody minds, i'll use this as an excuse to vent for something that happened about 3 hours ago

Two of my 3 housemates have decided to fuck right off and live with other guys next year, which leaves me totally screwed for a place to live AAARRGGHH!!!

Almost makes me not want to trust anyone.... But I'm not that way inclined...too nice for my own good...I didn't even shout at either of them, let alone smack them upside the head...

phew *feeling better* cheers guys and gals

 

[Starfish]

Is this about the problem with the av, darlin?

Come to fishy!


Really, I mean, if you need to talk to someone, don't be afraid to talk to me about things like this. It sucks to see you so upset. I can't be on until around 8 pm, but when I get on, I can talk to you sweetie.

I am sick today, and have to go take my second fucking exam this week, in about an hour. I hate being in 8 week classes. Arg.

 

[hatara]

Boy am I there

I had such a hard time with my family I had to break all contact with them for over 3 months. I have them back now but I am still suffering the too nice for your own good thing.

Too make matters worse almost everyday for the past month I have had some idiot or another on lit chat tell me i should get a breast reduction and I really need to vent about that. The best thing about lit was that people accept you for who you are now I don't even have that.

I haven't been in chat much recently not just because I went back to college and classes are tough but because I am tired of being slammed there too I get enough in real life of that.

Thanks for listening huggggggsssssss.

 

[Guest]

You are all sooooooooo sweet!!! Lit folks are the best. I cherish all of you. Whoda thunk it........

And no little fishy, this has nothing to do with the av. But thanks. I'll look for you later - kisses back to you. You are my on-line sweetheart!!! It scares me when you're sick. Tests don't scare me - you're too smart for them to be more than a bump in the road.

And to think people call this a porn site - it's a great community of wonderful people!!!