i have been released

[kisses4mistress]

my Mistress has decided to release me because the time we used to play(around noon pst) She has had to commit to other things. i am very lost and hurt and i feel alone. i am a very committed person. and the thought of looking for a new Mistress has me very scared. i want a long term committment. i do not require much i am very task oriented. anyway i am hurt and would love to hear words of incouragement from anyone who feels lead to.
Thanks for Your time.

 

[kisses4mistress]

it is rrue

i guess it is true my Mistress is not playing i am very hurt She thinks it is easy to find some one you can trust being a sub is a committment that we take seriously well atleast i do. i am bewildered and i am not sure i can get back on that horse again

 

[kisses4mistress]

low sex drive

i am moving on with life but it will be a while bfore i am able to totally trust again. maybe i am too committed to this fantasy thing and i go too far. That is probably the case i am going to have to work on that. but for now i am sad i feel like i lost i can't put a finger on exactly what it feels loke but it hurts. So i am going to move on and search for another owner. But it will be hard

 

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New Mistress?

i guess i am in the market for a new Mistress. i am not good at this. heres what i prefer if that matters. i am 46 200 and 6'4". i am getting to be a good sub. i have many fetishes. My last Mistress was into feminization and i like that now also humiliation. i am married and i am busy i am task trained and obey well i hope this tickles someones fancy.