I don't know why I feel the need to write a new thread on the topic but over the past 6-9 months, I have gone from a 34-year old man with submissive tendencies to an almost obsessively submissive panty wearing "girl."
Part of this trajectory can be attributed to an online/electronic relationship I had with a wonderful mistress who knows who she is. It was only with her urging that I took my first trip to Victoria's Secret to buy panties FOR ME. Not only did I buy panties, but I bought 8 pairs on the first trip and another 16 over the proceeding months until I had a collection of thongs, boy shorts, bikinis and briefs all in bright girly colors.
And then over several months, while sitting in my Wall Street office, I would stroke my panty covered cock under my desk, I would lick the pre-cum off of my fingers, I would go to the bathroom to rub my penis through my panties, I would gag myself with my soiled panties and I would even jerk off and cum in my office bathroom stall.
After this relationship ended, I didn't know what to do. I had loved every second of it but was I prepared to embrace my true self as a sissy panty girl or was I going to go back into the shell that had enveloped me prior to our relationship.
It took me almost two months but I now on my own am living out my fantasies as a sissy panty girl. Nearly every day this week at the office, I wore different panties, lace, silk, satin and coton, thong and boyshorts all and today, I was one stroke away from cumming in my pink boy shorts in my office bathroom stall.
I recite all of this, partially out of my own psychological need to share my experience with all of you, who G-d knows are more accepting and loving and sharing than most of the general population.
I also write this because if there are women out there who want to share their experiences openly or privately with me, and further my depravity and depth of my love of panties and feminization, please write or pm me. And if there are any men out there, who have gone through a similar process and want to share why they love the fetish so much and how they came to love panties, I hope you write too either here or via pm.
Thank you for reading.
Part of this trajectory can be attributed to an online/electronic relationship I had with a wonderful mistress who knows who she is. It was only with her urging that I took my first trip to Victoria's Secret to buy panties FOR ME. Not only did I buy panties, but I bought 8 pairs on the first trip and another 16 over the proceeding months until I had a collection of thongs, boy shorts, bikinis and briefs all in bright girly colors.
And then over several months, while sitting in my Wall Street office, I would stroke my panty covered cock under my desk, I would lick the pre-cum off of my fingers, I would go to the bathroom to rub my penis through my panties, I would gag myself with my soiled panties and I would even jerk off and cum in my office bathroom stall.
After this relationship ended, I didn't know what to do. I had loved every second of it but was I prepared to embrace my true self as a sissy panty girl or was I going to go back into the shell that had enveloped me prior to our relationship.
It took me almost two months but I now on my own am living out my fantasies as a sissy panty girl. Nearly every day this week at the office, I wore different panties, lace, silk, satin and coton, thong and boyshorts all and today, I was one stroke away from cumming in my pink boy shorts in my office bathroom stall.
I recite all of this, partially out of my own psychological need to share my experience with all of you, who G-d knows are more accepting and loving and sharing than most of the general population.
I also write this because if there are women out there who want to share their experiences openly or privately with me, and further my depravity and depth of my love of panties and feminization, please write or pm me. And if there are any men out there, who have gone through a similar process and want to share why they love the fetish so much and how they came to love panties, I hope you write too either here or via pm.
Thank you for reading.
