I feel like a looser now

[PacificBlue]

uuggghhh

 

[deliciously_naughty]

Pacific you are great....and hot...remeber the memo...you are officially sexy. Jobs will prostate themselves at your feet begging you to "pick me pick me"

It's gonna be ok sweetie

 

[penguindance]

 

[Oasis690]

why do you feel like a loser?

cause your boss was an ass and got fired?

calm down, it will be ok, unless you keep telling yourself how horrible it is, in which case it will be as bad as you make it

 

[PacificBlue]

I can't even spell correctly tonight.

 

[sunstruck]

I can't even spell correctly tonight.

Don't worry. Tis my purpse in Lit life to make others feel better about their spelling abilities.

 

[peachykeen]

fuck your diet, go get yourself a big damn bowl of ice cream

 

[Oasis690]

or find somebody to screw

I'm telling you, you need to release that tension

 

[PacificBlue]

He wasn't an asshole. I liked him and I'm sorry he is gone.

I'm not calm. My last layoff was a little too recent for me to be over it already. If in fact what I think is going to happen does...I will lose my apartment and either have to move in with my brother or back home. I haven't had a chance to financially recoop after the last layoff.

I'm sitting here hoping, begging for someone to talk to because I don't have anybody I can call or go see here. That if fucking pathetic.

If I lose my medical insurance I can't afford the medication that I need on a daily basis to function properly and that scares the fucking shit out of me because I don't want to go back there again. I'm finally feeling somewhat 'normal'.

 

[Oasis690]

how long have you been at your latest job?

I believe the Clinton administration did the Cobra act which forces employers to continue offering insurance to ex employees for a short period, I think 90 days after they leave.

It certainly is worth checking out.

 

[PacificBlue]

Yes, I know about Cobra insurance. It is quite expensive.

I've been at my job for 11 months. I was unemployed for just shy of a year after my last layoff.

I was unable to get entry level work because I had to much experience and I was one of hundreds who applied for other open positions in the area. We have had layoff after layoff after layoff in this area.

I don't mean to be bitchy. I'm just scared right now.

 

[Cheyenne]

A good friend tells me to "not borrow trouble" when I get to the state you're in now. He is usually right.

You can't do anything to change what will happen, good or bad. Worrying won't help you know the future any quicker.

 

[calypso_21]

uuggghhh

But you're so freaking cute.