I don't want to

Lorelei_11

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Deal with all this crap alone.





Add your own, or I will just talk to myself here.
 
Not be able to take sleeping pills for very long and then end up awake, late, and everyone on earth is sleeping.
 
I second that!

I'm exhausted because I haven't slept, but I can't sleep because I'm alone.

:catroar:
 
Fuck you, because your horny and your cock is hard and you're hoping I'll be your easy lay. When the porn gets old and you need something more to help you get off and cum hard like you used to.

Do you think I'm that stupid?

Is it because I'm nice? Does that make you think I'd be a good target? Easy to manipulate, or are you stupid? and you think just because I get horny I'd fuck anything with two legs that happens to be available?

Oh .... I love literotica. lol :p
 
Write words that only I see, that only matter to me. Write for myself because there is no one that I trust enough. No one that inspires me. No one that I matter to. No one that would give a shit anyway. I keep them here, close to my heart. These intimate thoughts, my life experiences, to the depths of my soul. No one to share them with. In a world like this, how could there be? If trust exists, truely... if someone is worthy of it. They must be hiding.

The thing is, I know they have to eventually eat, which means that someone, who is trustworthy, is grocery shopping somewhere.

I should spend more time at Safeway. lol :p
 
bbwsadieml said:
I second that!

I'm exhausted because I haven't slept, but I can't sleep because I'm alone.

:catroar:

I know the feeling. I can't sleep because of stress, and I'm alone.

Where the hell are all the men? I tell you, if they had any sense, they'd be tucking us in and even telling us a bedtime story.

Now thats the way to get lots and lots of sex!

I should speak for myself but I had to say it.

Where are they? here we are by ourselves. *sigh*
 
I don't want to be the only one in this marriage remotly interested in sex.
I don't want to feel alone almost every day.
I don't EVER want to be without my son.
I don't want to spend so much time abroad.
I need a friend.
 
Oh! And I don't want to do any work today, but I guess I'm gonna have to!
 
I'm finding myself more and more alone, the world has taken its toll on all those around me and taken them away from me. I'm confused and have no support, I stand alone in this battle with.. well myself. There are things I want to get done, but it'll take time and my patience is limited right now.. And being up at 2:50 in the morning, with nothing to do but dwell on it is NOT helping... GRR I don't want to put up with this, I want things back the way they were damnit. :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad:
 
RobertL64 said:
I'm finding myself more and more alone, the world has taken its toll on all those around me and taken them away from me. I'm confused and have no support, I stand alone in this battle with.. well myself. There are things I want to get done, but it'll take time and my patience is limited right now.. And being up at 2:50 in the morning, with nothing to do but dwell on it is NOT helping... GRR I don't want to put up with this, I want things back the way they were damnit. :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad:

Omg! Wtf? are we twins? I feel the same way. Read my posts above.
 
_666 said:
I don't want to be the only one in this marriage remotly interested in sex.
I don't want to feel alone almost every day.
I don't EVER want to be without my son.
I don't want to spend so much time abroad.
I need a friend.

Did you change you're Av? I thought you were a woman, until now? or have I gone blind?

I'm sorry you have no sex. I spent 15 years married to a in the closet gay guy that had no interest in me sexually. I understand the suffering. I felt alone then too, and unfortunately I feel alone now.

I could use a friend.

Cruel though, you're in the U.K.
 
wally2450 said:
Yup, and I am half a continent away.

Yeah, and why is that? :)

Its not fair. Its ... like if it weren't for bad luck, I'd have no luck at all. What was the name of that comedy show they used to sing this song on, and then they'd all pop out of the corn field.
 
Wally,

I remember the name of the show now, its called "Laugh in" did you ever see it?
 
Lorelei_11 said:
Did you change you're Av? I thought you were a woman, until now? or have I gone blind?

I'm sorry you have no sex. I spent 15 years married to a in the closet gay guy that had no interest in me sexually. I understand the suffering. I felt alone then too, and unfortunately I feel alone now.

I could use a friend.

Cruel though, you're in the U.K.
Hi Lorelei

I changed my AV because I kept getting confused for a woman (if you ever saw me, there's no confusing I'm a guy!).

It's so hard when you're sexually active (or want to be!) and it's not reciprocated - you start to feel like some sort of deviant just because you're horny and they're not.

As for being in the UK, I work for a global company and my 'patch' is the USA, so I'm over there every month for at least a week, usually more.

So. Still need a friend? :D Cos I can be your best buddy!
 
I think that's a good idea... eh, I'm having anxiety attacks.. first time in years.. GRR
 
I don't want to be tired all the time and feel like it takes five times the effort of everyone else to get myself motivated anymore.

I don't want to be bad at meeting people or making and keeping friends anymore.

I don't want to feel like I'm trapped inside my own head by my insecurities and inhibitions anymore.
 
Lorelei_11 said:
... if it weren't for bad luck, I'd have no luck at all. What was the name of that comedy show they used to sing this song on, and then they'd all pop out of the corn field.

That show was "Hee-Haw"... Country as all get out, staring Buck Owens and Roy Clark.

"Laugh-In" was psychodelic 60's humor starring Dan Rowan and Dick Martin, and boosted the careers of people like Artie Johnson, JoAnne Worley, Goldie Hawn, Judy Carne ...

*grins* I was too young in the 60's to have been totally burned out on the drugs...
 
Evil_Geoff said:
That show was "Hee-Haw"... Country as all get out, staring Buck Owens and Roy Clark.

"Laugh-In" was psychodelic 60's humor starring Dan Rowan and Dick Martin, and boosted the careers of people like Artie Johnson, JoAnne Worley, Goldie Hawn, Judy Carne ...

*grins* I was too young in the 60's to have been totally burned out on the drugs...

That was one funny show!
 
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