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I Didn't Mean To Cheat (Closed)
You know that I never planned to cheat on Henry. I loved my boyfriend and I never planned on being touched by a man that I hardly knew.
Before I continue, I just want to say that I've always liked older men. It might sound weird to you, but just the thought of someone more experienced than I was, and definitely someone more experienced than the boys my age, made my heart flutter in my chest. I'm not sure since when I've had this kink, if you'd even call it that. I think the root of it all came from my best friend Mindy, who went on about the random hookup that she had once when we were still in senior year of high school. She was eighteen and the guy was thirty. She went on to great detail over how her...experience went. Not that I was unhappy with my current relationship; now twenty-two, I'm still with my high school sweetheart that I've known since I was 16. But again, the whole deep age difference has been a huge turn-on for me, even thought I'd never, EVER, admit it. I wanted to be shown how real men fuck. I wanted to be fucked, not have awkward anxious teenage sex. I wanted to be sore and lose my voice, from screaming and moaning from powerful, passionate sex. I wanted to be overpowered and handled by an older man's powerful lust. These were all some seriously messed up desires that have been cooped up somewhere in my head and although I never planned to act on them - not that I ever could, since I'm just so shy for this kind of stuff - it was some weird fantasy of mine. In fact, I'd say that my fantasy man would have large rough hands and powerful thick wrists. Again, this might sound super duper weird, but it was a distinct and very personal fantasy of mine. Like, no one knew this kind of stuff. Not even Mindy, who I normally confided to more than anybody else in the world. Not even Henry, my boyfriend. Wait...especially not Henry.
To paint the rest of the picture, for this bizarre tale, I should say that I suppose that I felt the conventional "sex-bomb" type of body. I mean, I guess that my face wasn't anything too crazy - I've been told that I have a pretty face, but nothing too supermodel ish. What really made me feel inaccessible to most guys, was my body. I mean, I have a distinct hourglass shaped body, with long legs and wideish hips. A thick bubble butt made most guys turn their heads whenever I walked by them, but what really got most of their attention were my boobs. Two, huge mounds attached to my chest that just ALWAYS got in the way. I was always shy of them, feeling as if they made it seem as if I wanted attention. In fact, I'd even go as to say that my huge breasts made me feel even a bit vulgar at times. But I guess that's mostly from my upbringing, coming from from a mostly conservative town and all. Mindy loved to poke fun at them for being bigger than my head, which would always irritate me.
Now to the actual story...
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DAY 1: Meeting him
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I really didn't want to go to this bar. Mindy, Abbey and the others sort of had to drag me across town to get here, in order to relish on the "good old days" of four years ago, when we needed fake IDs in order to get into this dimly lit bar. Personally, I never was too crazy about this. I hated the taste of alcohol and the hint of cigarette smoke always bothered me. When I was eighteen, the element of "breaking the rules" in order to even step foot in here made up for it, but now that I was legally allowed to drink, the appeal was nearly all gone. Mindy thought that it would be a good idea to order drinks, probably hoping that I'd get too tipsy to nag about being here. Maybe even tipsy enough to complain about Henry not being here, since she always was a bit annoyed of how "perfect" our relationship was.
We got a booth and seated ourselves, but in the corner of my eyes I noticed someone watching us. I was too busy trying to understand whatever Mindy was tirading about this time to care, at least at first. But I suppose that Mindy noticed how I was diverting my gaze and just as our drinks came, she looked at the man and grinned.
"I think that guy is hitting on one of us!" she said, nearly giggling like we were back in high school. I rolled my eyes, not understanding why this was such a big deal.
"We should invite him to come sit with us!" Abbey then said, with this novel idea.
"God, no! That's so weird..." I said, leaning forward on the table, as if I had to whisper. My boobs nearly knocked down my glass, but I was quick to keep it from falling. Mindy giggled.
"Come on! Henry isn't even here and it's not like we have fiances or anything."
"Mindy don't, I swear to Go - "
"Hey!" Mindy said, waving towards the man "We're down one person. Want to join us?". This caused me to look at his direction and saw the somewhat tall, older man sitting from across the room. His rugged face getting clearer and clear as he made his way towards us, a slight smile appearing on his face. I didn't look at him up and down or anything, but I could see that he was attractive and call me crazy or full of myself, but although his gaze was towards us as a group, something about his eyes made me feel as if his attention was solely on me. A slight mischievous, devious twinkle appeared in his eye and I suppose that I knew, on some level, that I was his sole focus.
...And that I was in trouble.
OOC:
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CLOSED for Ravenloft and I!
Disclaimer:
Everyone and everything in this story is made-up and fictional! The story is going to be a bit depraved so if this isn't your cup of tea, stop reading now.
My character:
https://i.imgur.com/Rl9DfGy.jpg
Name: Amanda Miles
Age: 22
Height: 5'8"
Eyes: Blue
Cup size: 32K
IC:
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CLOSED for Ravenloft and I!
Disclaimer:
Everyone and everything in this story is made-up and fictional! The story is going to be a bit depraved so if this isn't your cup of tea, stop reading now.
My character:
https://i.imgur.com/Rl9DfGy.jpg
Name: Amanda Miles
Age: 22
Height: 5'8"
Eyes: Blue
Cup size: 32K
IC:
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You know that I never planned to cheat on Henry. I loved my boyfriend and I never planned on being touched by a man that I hardly knew.
Before I continue, I just want to say that I've always liked older men. It might sound weird to you, but just the thought of someone more experienced than I was, and definitely someone more experienced than the boys my age, made my heart flutter in my chest. I'm not sure since when I've had this kink, if you'd even call it that. I think the root of it all came from my best friend Mindy, who went on about the random hookup that she had once when we were still in senior year of high school. She was eighteen and the guy was thirty. She went on to great detail over how her...experience went. Not that I was unhappy with my current relationship; now twenty-two, I'm still with my high school sweetheart that I've known since I was 16. But again, the whole deep age difference has been a huge turn-on for me, even thought I'd never, EVER, admit it. I wanted to be shown how real men fuck. I wanted to be fucked, not have awkward anxious teenage sex. I wanted to be sore and lose my voice, from screaming and moaning from powerful, passionate sex. I wanted to be overpowered and handled by an older man's powerful lust. These were all some seriously messed up desires that have been cooped up somewhere in my head and although I never planned to act on them - not that I ever could, since I'm just so shy for this kind of stuff - it was some weird fantasy of mine. In fact, I'd say that my fantasy man would have large rough hands and powerful thick wrists. Again, this might sound super duper weird, but it was a distinct and very personal fantasy of mine. Like, no one knew this kind of stuff. Not even Mindy, who I normally confided to more than anybody else in the world. Not even Henry, my boyfriend. Wait...especially not Henry.
To paint the rest of the picture, for this bizarre tale, I should say that I suppose that I felt the conventional "sex-bomb" type of body. I mean, I guess that my face wasn't anything too crazy - I've been told that I have a pretty face, but nothing too supermodel ish. What really made me feel inaccessible to most guys, was my body. I mean, I have a distinct hourglass shaped body, with long legs and wideish hips. A thick bubble butt made most guys turn their heads whenever I walked by them, but what really got most of their attention were my boobs. Two, huge mounds attached to my chest that just ALWAYS got in the way. I was always shy of them, feeling as if they made it seem as if I wanted attention. In fact, I'd even go as to say that my huge breasts made me feel even a bit vulgar at times. But I guess that's mostly from my upbringing, coming from from a mostly conservative town and all. Mindy loved to poke fun at them for being bigger than my head, which would always irritate me.
Now to the actual story...
...
DAY 1: Meeting him
--
I really didn't want to go to this bar. Mindy, Abbey and the others sort of had to drag me across town to get here, in order to relish on the "good old days" of four years ago, when we needed fake IDs in order to get into this dimly lit bar. Personally, I never was too crazy about this. I hated the taste of alcohol and the hint of cigarette smoke always bothered me. When I was eighteen, the element of "breaking the rules" in order to even step foot in here made up for it, but now that I was legally allowed to drink, the appeal was nearly all gone. Mindy thought that it would be a good idea to order drinks, probably hoping that I'd get too tipsy to nag about being here. Maybe even tipsy enough to complain about Henry not being here, since she always was a bit annoyed of how "perfect" our relationship was.
We got a booth and seated ourselves, but in the corner of my eyes I noticed someone watching us. I was too busy trying to understand whatever Mindy was tirading about this time to care, at least at first. But I suppose that Mindy noticed how I was diverting my gaze and just as our drinks came, she looked at the man and grinned.
"I think that guy is hitting on one of us!" she said, nearly giggling like we were back in high school. I rolled my eyes, not understanding why this was such a big deal.
"We should invite him to come sit with us!" Abbey then said, with this novel idea.
"God, no! That's so weird..." I said, leaning forward on the table, as if I had to whisper. My boobs nearly knocked down my glass, but I was quick to keep it from falling. Mindy giggled.
"Come on! Henry isn't even here and it's not like we have fiances or anything."
"Mindy don't, I swear to Go - "
"Hey!" Mindy said, waving towards the man "We're down one person. Want to join us?". This caused me to look at his direction and saw the somewhat tall, older man sitting from across the room. His rugged face getting clearer and clear as he made his way towards us, a slight smile appearing on his face. I didn't look at him up and down or anything, but I could see that he was attractive and call me crazy or full of myself, but although his gaze was towards us as a group, something about his eyes made me feel as if his attention was solely on me. A slight mischievous, devious twinkle appeared in his eye and I suppose that I knew, on some level, that I was his sole focus.
...And that I was in trouble.
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