I can't be fucked.

[MADDOG]

For a long time now, I've just not been able to be fucked doing things. And I'm not that type of person by nature.

I guess it began towards the end of High School. I couldn't be fucked studying for my finals - and passed them with a 65% average off the top of my head, rather than the mid 70's to 80's I know I'm capable of.

It was good enough to get me into Uni with ease - so I went. But I really couldn't be fucked studying there either, and ended up defering indefinately (I just really hated my course - if I go back, it won't be to that).

Sometimes, I can't be fucked doing things I enjoy - like writing, flying, going out... Heaps of stuff.

Summer has rolled around in Oz and things are feeling better. I have regained a little ambition, and am getting back to doing things the I enjoy, but I still feel flat. I am a dreamer. I can see this great future and I know how to get it, but I can't be bothered taking that fist step to make it all happen.

Does anyone else ever get like this? How can I get over it? I know sometimes you just have to do things, but life feels like a chore right now. I need to get out of this mentality. Any advice?

MADDOG

 

[insideShiraz]

No...Yes...

MADDOG...Play Shortstop...Do wut ya Like...

 

[forgetunome]

Maybe...it's not so much you can't be fucked...it's that first step out that you are a little nervous of maybe? We all are a little afraid of the unknown even if we know that it's what will lead to our success. It makes us a little vulnerable. But...most times it's that first step that's the hardest. I know that's what I tell myself "well, I really don't give a damn!" I really do but I fear failure...I don't like to fail (not that anyone does) but, if you don't take that first step well...you just may succeed and the next steps will just follow each other.

Tell someone your plans sometimes when you tell someone then it's out in the open and you are more apt to go through with it.

Or write it down and give yourself some realistic deadlines to try to accomplish your goals.

That's my .02 cents worth. Maybe someone else can help. I hope I gave a little something. Good luck!

 

[Lyndaerotic]

your problem

I think you need to chat with me, I think I can help you in your. search fo r waht you seem to need so badly. Please see my message "I'm addicted to chat line", Perhaps we can help each other, Lynda