I am tired

[MissTaken]

of longing for something that always seems out just of reach.


No, I don't need hugs, I just needed to say this.

 

[ShiningEyes]

of longing for something that always seems out just of reach.


No, I don't need hugs, I just needed to say this.

Hey there........We don't chat very much but I've seen a lot of your posts....hope you don't mind a hug from someone you hardly know!

*gives a long warm hug with a bright smile* I know what it's like to need one!

 

[MissTaken]

Thank you, Shining Eyes.

I do love hugs...and have read your posts as well.

You are one special lady.

 

[ShiningEyes]

Thank you, Shining Eyes.

I do love hugs...and have read your posts as well.

You are one special lady.

Thank you...but I only say and do what I do because that's me. And being myself is something I love doing. If I pretend to be something else it'd be lieing to myself and everyone else. You are a special woman yourself! One that deserves to be happy.
I say what's in my heart!!! Anything else would be a lie!

 

[sortacurious]

of longing for something that always seems out just of reach.


No, I don't need hugs, I just needed to say this.

I'm so glad that you can express yourself here. It's such a great place for venting our frustrations.

Anything you want to talk about? I'd love to offer you my support, and hugs (even if you don't need them, they are nice to feel). You sound really sad, and I may not have the answers but I can listen

 

[MissTaken]

Awww thanks, sort!

You are another poster I watch carefully.

*hugs*


As for me, I am not sad, necessarily.

I am simply not wanting to go to bed, alone, again.

I am tired of pillow hugging!

 

[sortacurious]

Oh, I do understand that! The night time is the worst for being alone. I'm sure it's contributed to my insomnia. Pillows just aren't the same are they?

 

[Jewelz]

MissT, sweetheart........*big warm hugs*
You know how much I respect you and look up to you. Although I am not going through what you are on the literal aspect of being alone, I can relate to being tired of being "alone". In many ways, this marriage is very empty and I have been alone for many years. He is a good man, but Im not sure he will ever get "it". And for the first time in my life......thats ok with me. Love has found me. And I know that someday all my dreams will come true. And when that day comes, I will not be alone ever again for the rest of my life. I held the pillow closely last night, and will do so again tonight. Havent slept in the same room/bed with hubby in over 6 years. He is gone during the week on business now, so I am alone more.

Ughh..didnt mean to make this about me...just wanted to let you know that I can relate to longing for something that seems out of reach..but deep within my heart...its right there.

Hoping and praying for the best for you...you deserve it!!

 

[TantaLiza]

I'm right there with ya, Sugar!

Miss T...I know exactly how you feel...been searchin all my life it seems...have given up for now! No matter how many pillows I have on my bed, not one of them fits just the right way. Sometimes the only way to do it is to put them all the way around you...kinda like a cave/cuddle thing. It works for the short time that I do sleep...Good luck and Hugs!!

Liza

 

[MissTaken]

As I tried to post at 3 a.m. when my pc crashed again, I was up.

It would have been a great time of night to roll over, find something firm and velvetty to the touch in my hand and begin some slow, gratuitous lovemaking.

Hmmmm

I grab the kitty and she yelped! Oops! My mistake!

 

[Jewelz]

omg lmao!!! ohh miss t that is too funny!!

 

[MissTaken]

Umm the cat didn't think so!



Don't be mistaken, I am not into animals! *smirks*

 

[sortacurious]

Poor kitty!

I just despise those 3am cravings!

 

[snoozebutton]

Well being picky isn't a easy path but just having something there makes you just as empty. It's funny you can spend a lifetime perfecting a skill and that's ok but get past 30 and be unmarried and your looked at funny. I truly believe that love is out there waiting I just have to discover it and let it take me. I want it to be forever so i will wait in the cold bed alone because nothing worth having always comes easy. Sorry if i rambled but your thread spoke to me.

 

[MissTaken]

Those are wonderful ramblings.

Sometimes it is thoughts such as yours that keep me awake at night.

But, all good things come in time.

It will happen for you and for me.

It is just a matter of time and recognizing it when it slips in the doorway.

 

[snoozebutton]

Thank you for your kind words i hope tonight you get a little smile thinking that all us cold bedders together could warm a city.

 

[JazzManJim]

At least you hae pillows to hug. I've huged mine so much they've gotten restraining orders against me!

Okay, so it was a sad attempt to make you smile.

Keep your chin up, sweetie. You're too damned good to go alone for very long at all.

 

[prettygrneyes]

Hey Miss T....Hey sweetie know I am here If you ever want to talk ok......Love ya Miss T....
I miss chatting with you...Do you have MSN????
PM me soon ok hun?
Take care.....
~PGE~