psychoticerotic
Virgin
- Joined
- Dec 18, 2016
- Posts
- 6
If this has been posted, sorry about the repeat...
I'm needing some help here. My sub seems to be a lot more into humiliation then I thought. Recently he has shared some porn that really gets him excited. I must say, they bother me. I cant see myself doing any of that stuff to him or anyone unless I hated them. Just not my kink. I have discussed this with him, and I have suggested we go our own ways. This way he can find someone that will be able to give him what he needs. He did not like that idea at all.
So, what now? Is there a way for us to make this work? Has anyone come across this? How do I satisfy his needs when his needs literally make me want to cry lol I just cant bring myself to do these things to him. It would hurt me..obviously more than it would hurt him.
I'm not a prude in any way. I enjoy calling him "My bitch/whore", I enjoy using a strap on, watching him with other men, spanking, orgasm denial, hair pulling, etc.. But he is needing "used and abused". Beat, raped, gang-banged, type of scenarios.
I'm needing some help here. My sub seems to be a lot more into humiliation then I thought. Recently he has shared some porn that really gets him excited. I must say, they bother me. I cant see myself doing any of that stuff to him or anyone unless I hated them. Just not my kink. I have discussed this with him, and I have suggested we go our own ways. This way he can find someone that will be able to give him what he needs. He did not like that idea at all.
So, what now? Is there a way for us to make this work? Has anyone come across this? How do I satisfy his needs when his needs literally make me want to cry lol I just cant bring myself to do these things to him. It would hurt me..obviously more than it would hurt him.
I'm not a prude in any way. I enjoy calling him "My bitch/whore", I enjoy using a strap on, watching him with other men, spanking, orgasm denial, hair pulling, etc.. But he is needing "used and abused". Beat, raped, gang-banged, type of scenarios.